Spastic woman

2010-07-16T01:36:00.001+08:00

Hello everyone! i'm back :D
yes, after a 12343234 zillion years? :)
i seriously dont know if anyone is reading
but i'll just blog alright?
remember to tag to let me know there are people there :)

Alright, let me talk about my life these days.

I've moved to a condo which has only 18 units .
the people here are weird . :x
there are like two flight of stairs in my house
Which has only two steps each . -.-
I must admit that i liked those steps when i viewed the house
but now, its irritating me .
the house is very long, no one except my mum enters the maid area . LOL

My best friend Psroasis is still with me. :)
and it sucks .
the worst of all are the bone infection that comes with it.

school is challenging as usual,
the tests and projects are killing me mentally
that i am tired till the extent of being so tired but not able to sleep.
i cant wait for july to end so that this nightmare will end . :)

Last night, i finally managed to watch tv after half a month?
besides world cup .

I'm fine, sister's fine, mummy's fine, cyrus's fine, daddy too. :)
Jojo's naughty, tonkatsu's extremely lazy, chubby's still growing . :)

It's not stuck, it's sleeping there .
i don't know how does it does it either . LOL

Yes koknam, i know you dont look nice
but the focus is me! :)

Okay i'm back with my bangs again! :)

2010-01-24T14:03:00.002+08:00

While doing my work, i pulled out an old cd that i listened when i was pri 2? A1-here we come. Then i realised i've become so old so soon. lol.

On friday morning, it was raining. It was a beautiful morning. :) i walked to school slowly with my umbrella under the rain, listening to my favorite song. I was lucky that this time i didnt see any thing that spoils that beautiful scene. Lol.:)

There was once i felt it was a beautiful morning too. But once i walked to the main road, i saw someone digging his nose on the bus . *faints*.

Have you met this special person which you don't wanna miss anything about him or her? Live every moment spent with him or her as if it's the last moment of your life?It might be someone that you like, your friend or just this someone you've been at the venue at a certain time everyday just to meet him or her. Tell that person, as you will never know what will happen next, dont do anything that you will regret. because after you tell that person, no matter how he or her react, you will still heave a sigh of relief . :)

I'm still trying to squeeze out time to write my own story but meanwhile, i have to go now to write my food chemistry food report. :). see you guys soon :)

2010-01-22T00:25:00.001+08:00

"You're an awesome friend"
thank you ezra for telling me so,
it came just when i needed it

2010-01-19T01:07:00.000+08:00

days are getting really busy,
i wil be back at blogging really soon. :)
sorry guys :)

2010-01-01T02:27:00.001+08:00

we are always so near yet so far.

2009-12-24T23:57:00.007+08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS SWEETHEARTS. :)
its out to all reading my blog . :)

Days have been really great,
Happiness have been flooding into my life . :)
for the moment at least, before school starts again . lol

Tried a few new recipes during the holidays;
carbonara, i made the sauce from zero . :)
rosti, etc etc
that made me really glad as all turned out well . :)

went out with the usuals yesterday
went to vivo and had marche,
ate like some man . LOL
had christmas potluck and camwhore . :)
many photos are not uploaded in fb due to some weird issues . LOL

I keep saying happy birthday when i want to wish people merry christmas. lol
major brain jam . :)

SHABUSHABU at home later on for dinner :)
lots to prepare as mummy isnt in singapore,
she's having a sweet christmas in hk with daddy,
i wanna go hk too :(

i rotated it ten times but its still uploaded like it, oh well . LOL

2009-12-04T16:53:00.005+08:00

Hello . :)

i found a hamster at my staircase on wed! :)

it's really a sweet and cutie pie . :)

it was around a shoe box on my staircase outside my unit,

this shows how irresponsible people can get!

DONT BUY IF YOU DONT WANT TO COMMIT!

my family decided to adopt the hamster,

havent thought of his name yet.

wanted to name it tonkatsu but what if he grows up to be like a pig?

just like i named my terripin chubby and its really fat now . lol

such a beautiful encounter :)

mummy allowed to keep it . :)

bought a cage for it.
Apparently jojo wants him for herself . lol

Anyway i bought a new phone, Samsung Omnia pro 7330 . :)

though my viewty has yet to spoil but i don't want to spoil it,

so it shall rest in my cupboard until something bad happens to my new phone . :)

Term test next week,

Gears up! . :)

this time i will be more prepared than last term test . :)

I'm not squeezing it! . lol

so alex and aaron dont make fun of me using that .lol

it's my sister's boyfriend, cyru's hand, not mine . :)

and he didnt squeeze the hamster alright. Lol

2009-12-01T20:51:00.009+08:00

Sat was night safari with the co people . :)

it was a bundle of joy though many stupid stuff happened . lol

took psy test today and it shocked me for awhile . LOL

now i'm thinking it if was right to take the psy cluster of diploma plus. lol

i've been into fabric patchwork recently .:)

i believe i'll master it like cooking soon . :):), i hope . LOL

oh well, term test is next week and i've found ways to relax myself :)

SHOPPING :) its the perfect therapy. LOL

my co juniors have been really sweet to ask me to not get too stressed,

saying that they're read my blog . :)

i know you guys are secretly stalking me!

gonna watch tv now . :)

take care guys :)

huiling mama, and spastic vick papa. Vick's just plain weird =p

Kok nam, yiliang and zengmei . :) Apparently fs got cut off . LOL

we took the whole middle ssection of the tram . :)

co girls . :)

Spot me! . lol

2009-11-27T00:44:00.003+08:00

So let me count how many projects i have to do tomorrow.

Intro to psy, Basic food and nutrition, Food chemistry, Commu skills

total of 4 projects in 1 day.

Gosh, i think i'll have so much trouble trying to study after that.

I'm trying to squeeze everything into tomorrow

as night safari with juniors planned around a month ago is approaching? lol

Half a semester is going to end just like that,

it's like what? . lol

Soon i'll be out of poly and on my plane to australia for uni :):)

just the thought of it makes me feel excited. lol

yeah, it might really sound dumb to you guys

but its like a dream come alive if i really get into University of Sydney . lol

Went to the gym today and relaxed at sauna . :)

due to the continuous building up stress,

i wanted to grab a cup of coffee and a nice book

and head towards the beach alone, but it started raining . =x.

So had my cup of coffee and nice book at home?

on my couch facing the window, looking at the rain without anyone . :)

at that point of time, i managed to be stress free and i really love it :)

I just love it when i can feel the touch of nature blowing onto my face

Stop and hear what has nature got to tell you,

even in silence, messages are being sent. :)

2009-11-24T21:19:00.002+08:00

Had an insane Bmic test yesterday and there's Food Chemistry test tomorrow. Argh. Many many projects to do and they are getting on my nerves. lol.I've been a good girl studying cause the thought of getting kicked out from diploma plus scares me. =(

Shunny is going back to china a few hours later and will disappear into the thin air for the whole month so managed to squeeze two hours out of my busy life to catch her before she go . :). missed her a lot and will continue missing her. lol. She presented me my belated birthday present and it was pretty. :) . i just love handmade stuff as presents, i love the thoughts. :). She waxed the pasta, painted them and pasted it on a photo frame. :):)

I though i had a chance of going back to hk in december but apparently, there isnt much time for me to do so as projects flooded my schedule. =(

lester's going taiwan soon, yanting's going japan soon, elinor might be going bangkok. everyone's going on an holiday and i've to wait till next year then i can get back to hk. Iwanna go Greece! . sighs. lol . okay got to study. :)

ANYWAY cyrus created a facebook account for jojo :).
mummy's gonna get one soon,i shall make one for daddy soon too . :)
then everyone in the family has facebook :) omg :)

2009-11-14T14:02:00.005+08:00

Had CCN day yesterday,

had fun with helium. :)

i sucked the whole balloon but my voice doesn't changes at all -.-

WHY! . argh . lol

took photo with a beautiful husky too . :)

i'm gonna keep a husky when i grow old,

it has been my wish since a year plus ago? :)

Realised i've slacked enough,

not wanting to be kick out diploma plus,

I'm gonna study after this . :)

first time on a sat i'm studying, usually do it on sunday . :)

the workload is so heavy that i cant finish them just on sun

like the first sem . =x

life's gonna be crazy but i love it . :)

i didnt go gym this week . =(

only had time to do some stretchings at all,

that's the biggest prob with poly,

we're left with do whatever we want like working adults.

I WANT PE! roars. lol

2009-11-10T19:21:00.002+08:00

Was talking about hamsters yesterday during lec,
told elinor and joey that i used to have 2 hamsters
named george and elizabeth.
and they laughed at me for ten mins . -.-
whats wrong with naming hamsters with those names? . Lol
humph

feel like keeping a hamster again,
but mummy doesnt allow . =(
she say she don't wanna cry over animals anymore, pouts.

Took the first quiz of this sem, a BNF quiz
and i didnt see the last page, didnt answer two questions.
five marks just gone like that! roars.

accompanied joey and elinor to get their blood donated
AND THEY GOT REJECTED!LOL
cause their blood vessels was too small. LOL

i feel like cooking, =/
but i'm just so tired to do anything after school,
school squeezes our brain dry like some juice blender. humph

Anyway! my new interest is to make dim sum!
wahaha, i'm gonna make everyone around me my guinea pigs. =D

2009-11-04T21:28:00.008+08:00

found this really nice yatch club!

i'm gonna hold my 21st birthday on a yatch . :)
CHEEROS . :)

felt like a small kid today so brought this kipling bag to school. :)

my mummy bought it when i was in kindergarden? .LOL

yes i know, its sooo old. lol

but seems new still as you know colours of kiplings products. lol

Had a good day at school,
though Food chemistry and Commu skills was really boring . =x

guess what, my sister and cyrus are hooked onto cafe world! .lol

it's like you've three computers at home,

all playing cafe world at the same time. lol

cindy and her singnature mushroom heart jacket . :)

elinor tan . :)

joey with her signature monopoly smile . :)

2009-11-01T23:23:00.010+08:00

i'm still waiting for the pictures,
taken on shun's birthday surprise . =x
yanting is too busy to send me,
will upload once i get them :)

school has been really busy
but have been having fun along the way .:)
i thought i got myselg out of the mess of biology
but apparantly, i've basic micro this sem
and i just did the second prelab which killed me .
this sem is just so competitive. =x

gonna go night safari with the co juniors soon. :)
there's so many things to look forward to everyday . :)
It's a wonderful world . :)

i really miss my long hair,
it isnt growing much still! . =(

2009-10-17T23:18:00.002+08:00

lasagna. :)

creme brulee :)

2009-10-17T22:27:00.007+08:00

On thurs went out with yant,

saw panbin and suting on the streets,

started to talk with the guys while blocking everyone . lol

Today was an interesting day . :)

mummy wants to organise some stuff for her club or smth,

so went to check out the farms around in singapore. lol

went to three organic vegetable farm;

first one was horrible,

second one was adorable . :)

touched fresh oregano and the smell was beautiful .:)

the cafe there serves good and healthy food . :P

no comments about the last one . LOL

went to frog farm . -.-

totally freaked myself out with all those croaking,

and there're like more than a thousand of them?

they just cant stop croaking . -shivers

went to this fish farm which prawn fishing is available .:)

there really huge fush that is around 1.5 m or smth?

went for the fish foot spa!

it felt like your feet is a choked toilet bowl,

the fishes are like the pump; keep sucking and sucking . lol

but it was quite fun afterall . :)

came home, changed and went to Vanessa's 21st birthday chalet :)

havent seen her for years but talk occasionally.

she's my primary school senior .:)

it's such so amazing and beautiful,

its like this silent concern there always . :)

I was hoping that its a holiday on mon so i smsed landy to confirm.

ITS NOT A HOLIDAY . =(

why! omg i just don't like this .

Gonna bake tomorrow for monday .:)

there better be school on monday if not my muffins will die . :(

Vanessa . :)

Happy 21st birthday . :)

jojo . :)

That's my mum's foot. LOL

look at the cutie fishes . :)

random . lol

mummy didnt allow me to go pass the metal door

as it's super ulu, so had to take the picture from afar,

it's a beautiful antique car, how wasted . =x

more exploring in the wild tomorrow . :)

2009-10-12T23:44:00.004+08:00

HELLO :)

to aaron; I CAN COOK ALRIGHT! . lol

made lasagna yesterday,

had fun with lots of mozzarella cheese :)

mummy and sister say it was not bad . :)

creme brulee didnt set again! argh.

cause i did it when gay shit was present.

damn it, it just seems like some curse or smth . lol

but the sugar layer on top that i burnt with kitchen torch

made my brulee look like a good one :) .lol

nevermind, shall try again and GIVE ONE TO AARON . humph

anyway liying, i decided to bake some oreo cupcakes

for the first day of sch when everyone's sad . lol

support me alright, not like aaron . humph . lol

went out with the r6 girls today :)

bought this popcorn that's green tea flavoured from ion,

special and nice :)

the shop seems amazing,

they've flavours like tandoori chicken and curry? . LOL

cindy, they've got tandoori chicken popcorn! . lol

had fun, bought a plain top to go with my prom necklace . :)

i went to cut my hair yesterday,

intended to keep long but the person say must cut then leave long nicer,

and i look like some demure and stupid korean woman now . lol

hope i'll learn how to style it properly before school starts . lol

if not i'll really look so nerd. =x

pictures of the lasagna and creme brulee up another time!

meanwhile, i'm stuck with nutrtion analysis AGAIN ,

celery . =x

2009-10-10T21:40:00.002+08:00

creme brulee is right in the fridge :)
waiting to be solidified =D
pictures will be up later :)

2009-10-02T21:14:00.008+08:00

went for light therapy in the morning,

gym after that :)

met up with usuals at minds cafe,

played and caught up . :)

CIP on sunday at 6.45 am,

i seriously doubt how am i gonna wake up in time . lol

gonna help old people at bedok reservoir or something? . lol

jojo has been really picky,

she doesnt eat anything except salmon with dry food,

mummy says jojo has menopause . =/

i really hope she doesnt has it, she looks like a baby still . =/

Bakerzin Mooncakes are good . :)

wanted to make my own mooncakes this year,

but i dont have the mould . :(

i remember making my own tangyuan last year,

being spastic, i didn't know that it'll enlarged upon cooking

so the end products of my tangyuan are like;

a size of two fishballs . lol

mummy and sister ate one each?.lol

gonna make creme brulee again!

bought a kitchen torch recently . :)

i kept using it for all the food i cook . lol

guess the creme brulee would be a success this time,

without gay shit destroying everything like destroying troy . lol

yuting had this pretty fake specs so we went to play with it . lol

joey :)

yu ting:)

elinor:)

cindy :)

spastic woman . :)

jojolicious . :)

2009-09-28T22:57:00.001+08:00

mummy bought bakerzin mooncake! :) yummy!

2009-09-28T14:50:00.003+08:00

credits :foto decadent

uploaded by: ecstasy lover

it's a sweet happy birthday to jojo :)

she's nine, a big girl now . :)

Saw this prada bag on sales and it was only $678,

hesitated and some unknown lady took it!

and there was only one of them :(

went to isetan private sales the other day,

got a laura ashley top . :)

it used to be $180 and i got it for --- .

cant tell . :)

i love it! :)

i'm enjoying my days at home doing nothing?

except for facial, listening to classical music?:)

i messed up my whole cupboard

as i was trying to revive some clothes that i bought but have yet to wear them.

found a new way to wear my prom dress :)

and i have no idea of what to do with my maxi dress . =x

i really wanna head down to zara and grab some stuff really soon :)

cause of F1 i didnt wanna go out to town .

went to the gym yesterday,

wanted to swim too but decided not

had enough of weird light rays during light therapy :)

Looking at my vivienne westwood purse that i spent 180 bucks on,

it's really worth it :)

it's now look at the purses outside,

you might have to spend at least $50 for a purse?

it's like the branded seldom increase their prices,

but the non branded stuff keeps increasing their prices.

is this sort of some inflation or something?

Yutingzxzx birthday is coming,

we have a surprise for you sweetie ! :)

2009-09-23T22:39:00.003+08:00

yanting just told me her results,
feeling happy for her, she did really well :)
but cant blog it cause she doesnt allow :(

went to swim with yanting yesterday . :)
had lunch, talked, thats all . LOl

today went gym with zengmei,
lunch at bali thai :)
went to watch the ugly truth . lol
about the movie,
they make all guys sound like perverts that goes after sex . lol
i beg to differ . :)

finally finished my DRP nutrition analysis and stuff :)
got freaked out when doing
that i didnt dare to eat out for two days ? =x

did light therapy for my skin prob :)
i've to wear this goggles, which after i wear it,
everything becomes super dark . ><><)
and get into this pentagon shape machine,
step on the start button
and there it shines on my body . =x
i was really freaked out when i did it for the first time?
as you guys know i'm like scared of practically everything?
especially i've night blindness =x
but today's treatment was better :)
thing's will always get better if we are willing to face it . :)

13 days left to promos :)
all the best my sweeties :)

2009-09-21T22:30:00.002+08:00

seriously, i can't believe how noob i've become . lol

as you guys know, i don't log into msn unless necessary

just now i finally downloaded the newest msn

(that was out long ago .LOL)

and i didn't get why the background for each conversation is different.

so i went to ask zengmei about it . LOL

i'm like a 17 year old girl, not in my thirties.

and i dont really know how to use msn anymore . LOL

i really love smiling these days

no idea why too. :)

but no worries, i'm not insane or some sort :)

Cheeros to happiness and SPASTICITY! :):):)

2009-09-17T01:14:00.004+08:00

Totally spastic; i love it

Back from class chalet . :)

it was great fun .:)

blog more about it another time,

SLEEP TIME =D

Yes, I photoshop joey into the photo . lol

2009-09-14T23:30:00.002+08:00

it's predestined says:
lol u study hard i buy u fries
it's predestined says:
but must share with sim okay

Juliet:
YOU SAY ONE AH. FRIES. WEEEEE. okay i will tell sim ism

it's predestined says:
carl's junior fries =)

it's predestined says:
rmb to tell her k =p

Juliet says:
hahaha yeaaaaaaaah i will rmb! okay i must score weeeeeeeeeeeell man! . gna mug hard.

Juliet says:
heheheh got so many incentives for scoring well

it's predestined says:
then how will u reward me? +)

Juliet says:
hmmmmmmmm. surpriseeeeeeeeeeee. give you when i meet you k !
it's predestined says:
LOL, u say one ah,hook fingers

Juliet says:
hoookkkkk hoooookkkk. must stamp thumb print.

it's predestined says:
YAY

i don't know why, i just get happy easily these days .:)
i count that as a blessing . :)
maybe it's because i keep telling myself
"You might die any second, Chuiying, don't do anything you'll regret"
sounds sad but makes me look at things differently .:)

Class chalet tomorrow,gonna return with some pictures. :)

2009-09-11T14:10:00.006+08:00

HELLO!
i got my results yesterday!

Organic Chem; A

Inorganic Chem; A

Commu skills; Z(disticntion)

Human Anatomy; B+

Sci in food prep; B

Maths Stats; A

GPA;3.73

Dr Mabel says i'm 3rd in the corhort . :)

i'm really happy about it

cause this is the first time in my 17 year old life

that i scored this kind of position! . :)

cindy is in the top ten of the cohort too!

so she'll be joining diploma plus with me! :)

went to celebrate with gay shit yesterday;

had ice cream buffet at ion swensens . :)

went to the gym just now,

feeling good right now . :)

i'm getting so hooked onto rollar coaster kingdom,

that i'm not doing the nutritional analysis for DRP . =x

mummy's back with lots of food and stuff from hk! . :)

and makes me wanna go back to hk . =x

got this pic from yant on wed?

it's the photo taken last year when we sent shun off to china,

and we hanged out the whole night outside . :)

it's so pretty . :)

2009-09-10T00:00:00.004+08:00

COOKING LABS ARE OVER!
:):):)

intended to go swimming with yant
and have dinner with girls at 5
but yant called to inform me that everyone pangseh-ed
and it's left with the both of us,
so we took a really long time to meet, as usual . lol
went to swim, played with water like some kids. lol

went BBQ chicken,
shopped after that, we bought the same top! . :)
it is a really good buy . :)
chilled at tea dot and went home after that .:)

i'm going for ice cream buffet tomorrow!; sweet totally . :)

we bought this . :)

2009-09-07T23:43:00.009+08:00

spent my weekends working at isetan

as a temp job for only 2 days for the sales . :x

spent long hours standing(like 24 hrs in 2 days),

my butt was numb when i sat down and stood up . lol

but the money was not bad ( more than 6 bucks pr hr ) . :)

on friday was AGM,

reached early so met up with my fav bimbo; yanting

sat down and talked about how much the both of us camhored .

like what yant says; you name the place, we have it . lol

talked about the sweet and beautiful past too.:)

just miss my girls . :)

felt feverish upon reaching nas,

so went home after collecting money for the mentoring

have been so tried and busy,

that i havent been going to the gym this week . =(

i wanna swim really soon,

DRP'S ENDING SOON!. :):):)

my Drp is developing recipes for diabetics

which i stay in the food lab to cook whole day

and calculate the nutritional values if the recipes are confirmed .:)

even a tbsp of salt must be weighed .><

my holiday time will be dedicated exercising,

while waiting for my dearest jc girls and gay shit finish promos. :)

shunzi, yant . :)

two songs with different rythms

but playing by love at the same time

isn't it beautiful?

2009-08-30T23:07:00.002+08:00

Went to the gym in the noon . :)
DRP is going to start tomorrow . =x
hope that i'll complete it in two weeks time
so that i can slack around for the rest of my holidays . :)

but for the moment, the research on flour is driving me nuts . =x

29/8/09;
1 year and 6 months of beautiful days :)
more to come . :)

2009-08-27T22:50:00.008+08:00

mummy went off to hk today . =x
no food when i wake up for a week
she called home upon reaching hk house,
and she told us that daddy made her the number 25
with bamboo plants . LOL
it's their 25th wedding anniversary this year . =)
though the bamboo plant part is a little off,
but i guess the surprise for her is really sweet . =)

Went home to sleep
and went to the gym . :)
felt so good after that . :)

went home to bathe,
met up with alison; the insane wife of mine
and caught the proposal . :)
it's nice but i think it's just a little short
oh well, at least short and sweet . lol
went to fish and co to have supper and chilled out.
home sweet home . :)

argh, there's research project briefing tomorrow :(
nevermind, for the seal points!

2009-08-26T20:09:00.005+08:00

EXAMS ARE OVER!

missed this freedom so much . =(

did my maths paper super slowly today . lol

was like taking my own sweet time.

Research project starts next monday,

really wish to enjoy the freedom these days . :)

went to whitesands after exams to eat Manhattans . <3

had lots of delicious but garlicky stuff,

ate lots of mints after that . lol

headed to safra's minds cafe and played games . :)

while having tonn lots of fun,

lester called to borrow cashcard to pay to swim,

had a little chat with him . :)

after that back to games!

played "i'm the boss", joey was the ultimate winner . lol

she kept quiet and took part in every deal

naughty naughty . lol

went home and started playing roller coaster kingdom! . lol

gym tomorrow after sending mummy off back to hk . :)

Pictures . :)

My bestgirlfriend,

missed his french and spainish so much

RICH KIDS! :)

cheeros to freedom and happiness . =)

2009-08-23T13:06:00.003+08:00

They call us two insane people. :(

okay Inorganic chemistry is over,

thousand and one careless mistakes,

there goes my A . =x

went to buy my laptop with sister at ntu after the paper.

i believe i got myself a great deal . =D

Hp Probook 4310s

#. $1800 including photoshop and stuff

#. 2.8GHz, 4GB DDR3

#. Free upgrade to windows seven!

credits to my sister being a ntu student . =)

Human anatomy tomorrow,

it's a major panic for me!

i can't seem to memorise well these days.

Chemistry and maths seems so much better . =x

i was panicking so badly last thurs

though i've done four past year paper for inorganic chem

that i went around messaging people good luck . lol

and ask my girls to wish me luck . =x

lovely Lee chuang is sick, get well soon alright. =)

you've long way to go still .=)

2009-08-12T22:17:00.004+08:00

it's wed already

and i'm still not prepared for my exams next week!

i'm like still relaxing after school?

i've my sfp term test on next tues

and official exams start on fri.

TIME IS TICKING! . gosh, just dislike this . =x

one sem is passing so quickly.

soon my poly years will be over! wahahaha

alright just being insane . =)

there're movies that i wanna watch badly;

up, the proposal

but exams are coming, it doesnt seem appropriate to be that slack

and gay shit is always so busy .

i really love my poly girls; the A group . lol

we do really silly and crazy but sweet totally stuff,

i can pass everyday happily with lots of fun . =)

i kind of miss those sweet days of secondary school

destiny has started to unfold,

one page by a page . =)

This is the ultimate one! . lol

sec one at bukit timah hill for geo project

SPOT ME SPOT ME .lol

was hiding in class .lol

2009-08-10T15:30:00.002+08:00

went town with mummy and sister on sat

after chilling out with my girls. =)

went to ion

and found that prada isnt open yet!

why? . :(

went to burberry,

and mummy, sister and i fell in love with this bag!

guess mummy's gonna get it for her wedding anniversary present

=x . i want it too!

went to Louis Vuitton too,

realised that the staff there treat the bags in a very rude manner!

they just don't love the bags,

the way they put it back into the drawers; they just dump them

Hopeless.

Went to zara next to wheelock place

bought a blazor like jacket.

used the $100 voucher my girls bought me .=)

it was $129? topped up $29 dollars for it

and the manager at the counter packed my jacket into the small bag?

the bag was literally tearing apart.

asked for a bigger bag and all she did was given me a bigger bag

didnt even bother to ask other staff to transfer the jacket over.

i know $129 is just a small amount

but i don't think it's the right way to pack a blazor?

it's just so rude .

Why i just don't see these things happening at overseas branches?

below is a picture of the big and small bag,

look at the difference in size!

2009-08-08T00:55:00.003+08:00

weekends are here! . =)

took the pipc test today

guess it turned out fine . =)

Joey says:

chuichui bully me !

Joey says:

i can spell okay!

it's predestined says:

awwww really?

it's predestined says:

i hit you for her alright

it's predestined says:

*hits joey*

Joey says:

RARW!!!!!!!!! >.<

Joey says:

i go tell mommy!

it's predestined says:

come joey, come to mummy

it's predestined says:

AWW it's alright okay baby

Joey says:

u sound wrong!

it's predestined says:

mummy go hit the baddie

it's predestined says:

*hits joey*

Joey says:

ALL BULLY ME!!

Joey says:

i go find pooh!

it's predestined says:

come joey, come to pooh

it's predestined says:

pooh go apply honey on baddie k

Joey says:

u see la... hormone screwed up again la..

it's predestined says:

*applies honey on joey*

just another spastic conversation . lol

joey is adorable . lol

she loves to whine these days

combined with the couple group. lol

2009-08-05T22:40:00.002+08:00

got back my sfp test today

guess how much i've got?

12/25, failed by half a mark

and my careperson came to talk to me and gave me that attitude.

scoring well once doesn't mean i'll score well everytime!

oh well, human beings

the sem is coming to an end soon,

two weeks to the exams!

i still cant believe the school library will be closed on 8th and 10th

WHERE AM I SUPPOSED TO STUDY THEN . =(

had my impromptu speech test today

and my topic was " ANIMAL ABUSE" wahahaha. lol

i talked about physical and mental abuse on animals,

i feel that i've touched too much on animals emotions! . lol

i had so much information that i still went on after 3 mins is up

stopped abruptly as i didnt wanna get any marks penalty . lol

just a lucky day . lol

conversation with limyuting .lol

Y. says:

I texted them alrddy

Y. says:

so we shall seeee what to wear!

Y. says:

Hahaha!

it's predestined says:

LOL

it's predestined says:

faster eh, i wanna go do mask

it's predestined says:

lol

Y. sent 8/5/2009 10:57 PM:

HAHHA

Y. sent 8/5/2009 10:57 PM:

okay

Y. sent 8/5/2009 10:57 PM:

Joey doesn't wants jacket

Y. sent 8/5/2009 10:57 PM:

cus warm

Y. sent 8/5/2009 10:57 PM:

then rest of the 2 haven reply

Y. sent 8/5/2009 10:57 PM:

LOL

it's predestined says:

LOL

it's predestined says:

then HOW =(

it's predestined says:

later i dont do mask then my skin sag

it's predestined says:

omfg

Y. says:

HAHAHAHAHA

Y. says:

WTF CHUI WTF

just like being spastic once in a while

okay maybe everyday . LOL

2009-08-03T22:50:00.002+08:00

got to know that i fail my sfp today . LOL

wasnt really surprised that i failed cause i didnt study

but was called in to talk to my careperson

when she saw me she had that :

"do you think you're great just cause you've got 2nd in class " face

so i just told her

" can you first listen to my explanation"

and after i explained her attitude changed SO much .

oh well, human beings.

gonna say thanks to sweetie elinor for telling me it's alright . =)

i've been cooking over the weekends to release my stress.

wanted to do this western dumpling

with minced prawn and mozzarella cheese as filling

but the skin didn't form! :(

it's all gay shit's fault,

every time when i handle food made with flour and gay shit is present,

the food never turns out well! ><

so in the end,

i placed the fillings on mushrooms and baked them instead.

It's baking lab tomorrow and finally my turn to bring plastic bag . lol

feel so guilty cause it's the last lab already

but it's the first time i'm bringing plastic bag. LOL

cooking and eating is very important to me . LOL

2009-07-25T21:57:00.003+08:00

Went to study with suting and kenny today

yanting came along at a later time too. =)

and she made me buy two pairs of ear studs from her . lol

went to mcdonalds after studying,

had some fun and random chat

left them and went to have subway with gay shit . =)

came across this sweet old song; 分享 by 伍思凯

时间已做了选择　什么人叫做朋友
偶而碰头　心情却能一点就通
因为我们曾有过　理想类似的生活
太多感受　绝非三言两语能形容
可能有时我们顾虑太多
太多决定需要我们去选择
担心会犯错　难免会受挫
幸好一路上有你陪我

与你分享的快乐　胜过独自拥有
至今我仍深深感动
好友如同一扇窗　能让视野不同
与你分享的快乐　胜过独自拥有
至今我仍深深感动
好友如同一扇门　让世界(变)开阔

just got back into this oldies thing

as my poly clique loves oldies . lol

take five minutes off to hear this pretty song . =)

off i go, to my new journey . =)

2009-07-12T20:48:00.005+08:00

Wed was CSAS formal presentation,

did better than i thought . =)

now its the impromtu speech test that scares me . lol

life has been good . =)

it's kind of weird that i'm finding more interest in organic chem

than in science in food prep . lol

i really hope that my psoriasis will be under control really soon . =(

it's getting so out of control that i dare not go swimming

cause not everyone understands that its neither contagious

nor i dont clean myself properly.

it's caused by my stress and its my genes who controls it =x

it bothers me quite alot

it's like i've to use clinque facial gel for my psoriasis spots .=x

it's like so ex luh . =(

luckily my new classmates udnerstands and cheer me on .=)

and my old friends are really sweet too . =)

just went to calculated my GPA for fun and found it's only 3.42

and i'm already dying from studyin . ><

when will my 3.5 and above come?

pictures all taken from other's blog

as i dont really take pictures now .lol

2009-06-26T20:21:00.008+08:00

Chuiying has really short hair now . =)

a new school term has started,

gotten back my test results,

quite satisfied but would be happier if i studied for my Hap

Commu skills : 83.5/100

Human anatomy: 32.5/50

Inorganic chem: 40/50

Organic chem:41/50

Sci in food prep: unknown

Sister wasnt really convinced with my results,

oh well i'm not very convinced either,

gonna work even harder . =)

Tv is such a bad distraction for me . =(

realised that i'm such a tv addict . =(

This week passed really quickly,

that's because there's only two lab and three tut with lec

next week is back to normal. =\

i brought jojo to jog for half an hour today,

she was really fit and didnt stop at all. =)

that's my beautiful dog . lol

yesterday elinor told me about her pet shop dogs having sex

like one after another.

then i realised i prefer jojo so much more .lol

took some pictures today,

will upload better ones after yuting upload them . =)

Anyway just being random, do you know how long is your ear? .=)

Mine's 5.3 cm ( small ears =/)

Joey!

Elinor!

Yu ting!

Cindy!

me!

jojo after the jog. =)

2009-06-08T13:28:00.003+08:00

my sister is finally coming back tonight,

on a 8pm flight here to singapore

and mummy will be back on the 12th

meanwhile i'm gonna catch up with my girls tonight . =)

like what wei chang says,

I've graduated from "chuiying's two weeks independence course"

one thousand three or five hundred square meters do kill =x

in addition, i was like a maid to my dog; jojo and my terrapin; chubby

i had to buy my own meals, wake myself up, the list goes on

and the house was super quiet

(okay maybe its my mum, sis and i are talkative women =x)

i miss my Honda jazz absolutely cause no one knows how to drive it

which means no easy shortcut for transportation

but oh well,

IT ALL GONNA BE OVER SOON . =)

anyway didn't had the time to talk about my grandpa's funeral

so shall talk a little of it now.

since young i had not much chance to talk to him

especially when i'm old enough to remember anything,

he became senile, all i remember was just talking to him

without getting any replies.

i felt that it was a pity that grandpa had so many descendants

but the only time that all gathered to see him is during his funeral

during the funeral speech, i cried so badly

the picture of him and i taken in Singapore when i was a few years old

kept appearing in my head

for that moment i asked myself "why didn't i visit him more"

that night's dinner was the first time i see daddy as a boy, not a man

he was so happily talking about his childhood incidents in front of grandma

he said many things but this one made me think;

" your grandpa used to wake up at 3am

to walk from dist of tamp to tenah merah, just to save money"

and then he continued

"he rather not buy furniture or eat lesser but will send his children to overseas"

this made me think;

we always ask people "what can you do for me"

but we've never or seldom ask" what can i do for the person"

i seriously don't know how my grandpa was

but still i've to thank him,

without him, there wont be me.

i love you grandpa, rest in peace .

taken when i was sec two

2009-06-01T19:08:00.002+08:00

mondays has never been a good day for me

i guess i've to get use to that fact . =x

i had no idea what was i doing yesterday

and i was so angry with myself this morning

cause i didnt study for my human anatomy and physiology

got a wake up call for my mind,

gonna study really hard for the remaining test for this week . =x

i miss mummy and my sister

sister's gonna be back only on the eighth

and mummy on the tenth =(

another week alone with jojo.

jojo still has been a nuisance but sweetie

it hurts me when i know she has to spend long hours home alone . =\

at least i've my friends to talk to .

i've tried my best talking and playing with her

but she's like so alone still =\

during this week, i've really learnt how to be alone

it's like no one to wake me up,

i've to wash my own clothes,

boil and fill my own water bottle,

wash my own dishes,

eat alone, sleep with jojo.

this is what i'll be going through if i'm going overseas for uni

which i plan to.

now i've doubts if i can do it for four years .

oh well, life's always filled with ups and downs,

like a bitch.

however it isnt gonna get me down . =)

Cheeros to those who cherish life . =)

2009-05-26T20:26:00.002+08:00

a series of unfortunate events

first was jojo falling sick months ago,

though she has recovered but still needs care.

then it was my grandpa,

he passed away.

my house in hk needs renovation and doing now

cause of some leaking of water into the ceiling .

i'm back in singapore home alone with jojo

cause my mummy and sis had to stay for the renovation.

i'll have to be alone till next week i guess

yesterday, the dish washer started foaming

and occupied me the whole of last night

cause i put more detergent than required

i followed the min amt there but it appeared to be too much still ...

today my whole bag dropped into the basin in school

and all my stuff fell into the water.

my phone is like insane now .

i've so much work, lab and test to catch up with

because i applied for LOA last week.

jojo has been an accompany and also my trouble source

she's always whining even though i did everything for her

but well at least she's sleeping sweetly next to me now

-at least something to be relieved about.

but she has been really sweet following me around at night

as she knows i'm afraid of the dark

i keep telling myself tomorrow will be a better day,

but will it be?

just let destiny unfold itself

2009-05-19T01:09:00.003+08:00

hello people,

my grandpa just passed away in hk last night

so i'll be going back to hk, taking the 8 am flight later

and i'll only back on sunday late night

i wont be using my number

so my dear friends,

if you guys have anything that needs to inform me,

just drop me a sms to my original number

but i will only reply when i get back .

so if it's urgent,

please appraoch lee chuang, yanting, zengmei or kok nam

for my overseas number.

with love, chuiying

2009-05-16T00:16:00.013+08:00

a tiring week just went past like that;

9-6 everyday and three tests one after another

two more test next week, gonna study and have to study

but at least i'm enjoying the joy my friends bring . =)

we talk and do really stupid things that are fun . =)

test week is like two weeks away?

studying is never enjoyable .=x

i wasn't taken in by photography as they had enough people

=(. it's really saddening alright.

i rejected co cause i dont wanna stay in school for 12 hours . lol

and somehow i ended up in community service club today

after so many weeks . lol

cause yuting says its good to spread our love and do good deeds

so the whole group went in too . lol

on tues was elinor's and joey's birthday,

more people are aging like me . lol

took in week 2 . =)

the birthday girls .=)

let me be the gym woman instead of her . lol

elinor and cindy

that's yuting's armani exchange cap . =)

joey and i like it but yuting doesnt. lol

unstoppable cindy and joey . lol

elinor and yuting . =)

a9a4

when will i see your face again.

2009-04-30T22:37:00.007+08:00

hello. =)
i'm at coffee beans with the spastic girls below
(leechuang came and go . =(, we'll miss her)
looking at people's facebook and blogs .lol
im so cute.(juliet says she's cute) . -.-
we went ding tai feng and had my fav bun .=)

we're having great fun with shihui's macbook .=)
she's got the macbook i wanna buy!
-plotting to grab it home now =)

i've been having this inflammation thing since last week
cause i went swimming and doc says the water is not clean . =(
some ugly person must have been inconsiderate
-coughs

finally a relaxing night after a week of school.
school's gonna be 9-6 everyday from next week on . =(
life's such a bitch

2009-04-22T23:04:00.005+08:00

my lesson time is from 9-6 or 9-5 everyday,

it's worst than or equal to a jc student . =(

NASCO got gold with honours . =)

good job my sweeties . =)

Dearest christine and jabrina,

i was so touched when i heard you guys play.

i still remembered when i just started teaching you guys,

you guys couldn't play the 666 555 66666671 part

and now you guys are like solo-ing on stage.

i watched you guys struggle with sanxian,

tried my best to help you guys till i cant do anything anymore

and at that point of time i felt so helpless cause i cant seem to help

during the whole shi cheng i was singing along

cause i've the notes of the song so deeply stuck in my head

thanks for letting me know that i can help. =)

To sec4, sec3 pipa girls(inclu sanxian):

All along you guys were doing well

but still when i heard you guys played, i wanted to cry too . lol

(i'm a cry baby =p)

cause i saw you guys grew up so much.

i don't think i'll ever have the chance,

the chance to watch you guys grow up anymore. =x

here are a few things i remembered so clearly,;

#1. ziying, juline and jocelyn were like triplets

#2. Jabrina complained to the seniors that people called her a bitch

when it was only the first three months of her sec 1 life . lol

(she's nice and not a bitch alright . =])

#3. elly was said to take after me alot(all the bangs and stuff) . lol

#4. christine changed to pipa cause her skin wasnt suitable for sun training

#5. Juline has a fav habit of pretending not to know me

#6. Jocelyn cuts her own hair always

#7. ziying is like the white ghost. =p

i still remember you guys coming in not knowing pipa at all,

from learning slowly on how to tan tiao to now,

you guys improved so much.

i'll never forget the joy you guys brought to me.

time will always stop at this moment,

when everything about pipa is beautiful .=)

i love you girls,

you girls are my sweeties as long as i can remember . =)

BIG HUGGIES . =)

found some pictures from the previous syf till this syf

jiamin, moh, wenglok, shuying, yiqi

yiqi, jab, juline, jocelyn, me and ziying

we all looked so toot .lol

moh, jab, elly

current syf(sanxian + pipa)

it's amazing how destiny brings us together.

it's all predestined .

2009-04-17T22:39:00.002+08:00

four days of orientation went by very quickly

and i'm totally worn out by it . =x

talked to ezra during regatta instead of cheering . lol

he mentioned that my blog pic looked as if i took from online

but he's WRONG, humph

i took it on my own in macau

IT'S TAKEN BY YVONNE CHAN CHUI YING . =)

i just miss my friends so much .=x

after talking to ezra,

i realised how much my friends have already moved on

but i'm still standing at the same place. =x

i'm so lazy to move,

maybe lets put it this way, lack of courage? .lol

i've been addicted to the discovery channel song for a really long time .lol

it's a really cute song . =)

i'm gonna make it my phone's ringtone as i'm sick of happy tree friends . =)

for those that dont know about its existence,

go youtube and search 'I love the world, discovery channel' . =)

bring a smile to yourself today . =)

a cute photo of jojo . =)

2009-04-07T23:01:00.009+08:00

went to malaysia with yant and shihui today . =)
didnt get much stuff but rather fun still . =)
it's like a really rare chance to go out together these days
we were like kids going on excursion;
taken care by suting the 'form teacher'

there's orientation next tues
not something that i really look forward to
but well, it's time that i should get out of my comfort zone . =\
anyway anyone that you guys know of is in
Tp- applied food science and nutrition? =)

looking at juniors reminds me of the past
but everything about ngee ann has changed
except for some senior teachers like mr fong?
my juniors are growing up so quickly that
i dont feel like their senior anymore. =\
i still remembered how kid adorable they were

anyway i signed up for facebook recently .lol
yes, finally . lol
i signed up cause i wanna get pictures from my friends .=)
below are 3 pictures that i managed to get, lazy to post all .

what's the difference between cherish and count your blessings?
just drop a tag of what you think? . =)

2009-03-29T22:17:00.033+08:00

haven't been blogging these days
as i'm very occupied by my course research project
thanks to dpa,
i've to attend school from 9 to 5 or even 6 everyday . =x

founder's day was a screwed up . lol
co alumni supposed to have a table of its own
but in the end it was left out for some unknown reason
then they arranged us in different tables
then the whole alumni co didnt eat . lol
so juliet and i went around spamming celeste's camera .=)

my course research project is ending in two days
and dpa is ending in 4 days?
YAY . =)
it make me feel so sick and tired about poly .=x
i just wanna make up the time that i've ignored my juniors
and cant mentor them due to dpa

went out with yanting on fri . =)
had dinner at sukudo and shopped.
anyway sukudo at raffles city basement is good,
go try it if you guys have the time . =)
it's like the jap version of marche
we bought 2 dresses each,
wanted to buy even more but we controlled ourselves.lol
cause we're going malaysia together soon! =)
to shop, shop and shop! =)

anyway i would like to thank my dear girls;
juliet, shihui, leechuang and yant
FOR THE 100 dollar zara voucher . =)
i love it, you guys totally know me from inside! .lol

below are some photos of founders day . =)

cheeros to happy people .=)

we were trying to imitate jingrui . lol

yanyi and ben-gy . =)

that's my sweet girl, juliet

okay, we have some height issues here. lol

actually there are height issues here too but both of them squat a little . =)

my sanxian girl . =)

another sanxian girl . =)
hey girls, jiayou alright, i'm proud of you guys . =)

earthworm

was trying to be young like the juniors. lol

that's minghui anyway . lol

Mr ong. =)
he's a very nice teacher.

girls. =)

both are best pals of each other .lol

thanks to lee chuang . =x

she squeezed my face against hers! .lol

Yishan . =)
she's a very sweet lady

Mdm Muneira . =)
she was so sweet that she say i can call her anytime if i've probs .=)

guo lao shi . =)

Nasco, ganbatte kudasai . =)

2009-03-09T21:14:00.002+08:00

jojo's back from the hospital

but she hasnt been eating since sat.

she became so skinny.

she has to go back to the hospital for check up the next few days

it feels as if she's slipping away from me

i've never felt this way

ever since i walked out of slight depression two years ago

it just the sadness beyond words

i find it so difficult to focus on my project

i just feel so helpless

2009-03-08T22:34:00.002+08:00

jojo's hospitalised

she has been having fever since ytd

ultrasound scan shows that her gall bladder has smth in it

and her adrenal gland is bigger than normal .=(

so much suffering for a little dog like her,

it just hurts me so much

she'll be fine right? =(

when you're gone,

the pieces of my heart are missing you

i miss you

2009-03-04T20:58:00.002+08:00

i'm totally worn out by dpa poly

who has ever thought that poly would be so tiring =\

i had three test and a presentation since i start sch 2 weeks ago

there's one more presentation this fri =x

just when i got so tired and worn out,

i met up with wei chang after sch to get my birthday present.

upon reaching home and reading the card, i felt so much better

It's the sweeties of my secondary school friends.

A adorable turtle thing was given to me

From Sijin, Elaine, Jonathan, Lionel Wei heng and weichang .=)

it's just this surprise you get that will make your day totally .=)

so simple yet great .=)

thanks guys, huggies .=)

anyway got to thank yiliang for that cute adorable keychain . =)

though the bear has huge dark eye circles .lol

thanks brother . =)

when life gets really tired,

its just so glad that my life is filled with sweet and beautiful people . =)

thanks for being there . =)

2009-02-20T21:49:00.008+08:00

chuiying is a 17 year old girl now . =\

how i wish i'm always in sec four

-sighs

school started this monday, made new friends that're nice.=)

had a test this morning,

the test is rather interesting though the subject isnt .lol

Psychology of creativity is still alright

but Japanese is killing me!

i cant understand a single shit at all . =x

when school started on mon,

i realised how much i missed nas even more

not any friends around me during lessons anymore

not even a familar voice that will keep me awake

The moment i turned 17 i cried.

i realised how much i have to grow up

well, c'est la vie

16 feb

had school till five,

met up with my girls for dinner at Manhattan

my girls were so sweet to celebrate it in advance with me

when i thought i wont get to go out with them . lol

Thanks for coming for the dinner. =)

after dinner we hanged out at some playground

and had serious fun with the see saw . lol

stress turns young adults into kids . =)

headed home after that and was surprised by some stupid idiot. lol

a stupid idiot that made Happy Birthday with candles in my room .lol

so glad that my house didnt get burnt down .lol

17feb

totally spent my day in school . -.-

it's like lesson from 9-5 like no other day .

has lunch with zengzeng and received this beautiful daisy . =)

thanks for that bag and scarf zeng, luckily you didnt decor it .=p

received this very sweet present sent to my doorstep from

huiling and vick, i cried a little when i saw it . =)

they've always been taking care of me like my daddy and mummy.

thanks.=) huggies .=)

i received this spastic letter sent by my huge ass wife, Alison poh. =)

which made me cry too . lol

dont be an ass and make me cry again, idiot . lol

received a bouquet of flowers from jabrina and christine yesterday . lol

i was so happy the i kept carrying and kept looking at it

not that i didnt receieve a bouquet of flowers before

but it feels so different given by the two sweet girls . =)

thanks my small melons . =)

juliet's flying! =)

thanks idiot.=)

it's very sweet of you . =)

i wont throw it away,

i give you girls my word . =)

jojo . =)

2009-02-07T20:12:00.012+08:00

after attending the dpa briefing yesterday,

i realised i'm not ready for poly life yet .=\

and i miss nas so much . =\

I'm gonna start poly on 16 feb for elective modules

spent 2 hours composing the following poem with kengchiaw .lol

finally after many many many months of not composing?

Oh Romeo, so close yet three worlds apart,

how would i know if you'll come for Juliet's heart,

a confined heart to be rescued,

a confined heart for you it longed.

Dear Juliet, so close yet three worlds apart,

this love brought us misery,

misery beyond all physical torture,

when then could we together break free?

Oh Romeo, standing under the stars,

do please wait for Juliet,

she does not need your promises,

your love itself is strength for her.

Dear Juliet, trapped in the dark empty room,

i will go against everything to save you,

for saving you will be my choice,

my only choice so to be with you.

Oh Romeo,

Dear Juliet,

we shall run away from this starlit city

towards a love unconditional and true.

my girls and i got her this surprise chalet thing

and had a pyjamas party in it =)

and i'm counting down to 17 too =(

forever sixteen please .=\

we shared a set of pyjamas .lol

she took the pants while i took the top

her face was like REDDDDDD =)

surprises succeeded .=)

beautiful night

2009-01-15T11:47:00.001+08:00

my fever finally subsided after two days

but i'm still coughing mad

its getting a little irritating . =x

2009-01-13T19:08:00.004+08:00

o level were out results yesterday,

relatively satisfied with my L1R5 of 12 and L1r4 of 10

but was ultimately unsatisfied with my grades

as i only had A2s and B3s.(excpt for chinese which is A1 -.- )

got extremely upset about my combined humans that usually fails got A2

while my both sciences which i usually get A turn out to be B3s.

cried a little but got over it within an hour .=)

have been spending my time going back to the shelter

and i've decided to devote my remaining time before DPA camp starts

to my darling juniors and Nasco . =)

sometimes i really wonder,

why dont i get smarter when hanging out with smart people ? lol

my 10 gfs of sec sch are smart and nice people

lester is in hwa chong jc for ip

jolyn mei is in raffles jc for ip too

and jon tan is like going jc too .lol

well the list never ends ...

WHY!!! maybe i should just drink chicken essence everyday .lol

(okay better not =p)

spent the afternoon with the smart people playing games .=)

had a great time and it's really nice to see everyone's living well =)

jon tan, jolyn, lester . =)

spastic .lol

2009-01-03T20:33:00.023+08:00

so quickly, a new year has arrived

2009 is already here.

new year, more happiness, more smiles . =)

come to think about it,

my blog has accompanied me throughout my secondary school days.

when i went back to read my archives,

i saw a little girl growing up unknowingly into this person typing here .lol

people always say that you'll never forget your secondary school life

and i guess its really true .=)

although the old buildings of Ngee Ann are demolished

but it'll never replace the old ones with handles covered with rust

which my girls and i always complain about .lol

i used to dislike Ngee Ann alotalot

but now after everything, i realised how much i've to thank Ngee Ann. lol

thats the irony about humans .

i really hope that they won't demolish the cd shelter . =\

my mummy loves cooking in hk

cause she can always get live seafood easily from the markets .lol

below is a picture with live abalone and kai lan .lol

and the live abalone is just S$8 for 8 pieces

pictures from disney .=)

lovely .=)

we went for a ride in the carousel

and we were all happy kids there. lol

then lovely and fav bimbo went for a dumbo ride

but i didnt go cause i was like afraid . =x

so pretty . =)

we took a three poloroid at Disney

but i got the worst one out of the three,

my unlucky hands .lol

christmas eve at minds cafe .=)

claire's baptisim

2009 countdown fireworks .=)

last poloroid of 2008 .=)

CHEEROS TO HAPPINESS . =)

2008-12-25T07:44:00.002+08:00

i just got back from a stroll around my neighbourhood

the air was fresh and birds were chirping,

there werent much cars on the street,

majority of the people i met were strolling instead of usual rushing.

everything seems to be happening at such a slow place

just like maycomb county in To kill a mockingbird

people always say return trips are never pleasant

and i tend to agree with that

on my way back,

i saw many crows feeding on a dead rat on the road

not a pedestrian road but those that the cars drive on

they rather risk their lives and eat than search for other food

upon seeing that scene,

it made me think, "What is life?"

and i realised that i couldnt find the answer at all

maybe it's really good at times to take some time off and stroll,

it gives a person a clear mind to think

well that's all in my opinion . =)

Anyway, Merry Christmas .=)

may everyone smile spastically and share the joy. =)

i'll upload the disneyland pics taken in hk another day

take care my fellow friends reading. =)

2008-12-09T17:52:00.006+08:00

hello . =)
i'm getting super broke!
i bought a leather bag for 50plus sing
and some jeans skirt from Tough jeans for 108 sing?
it's like much cheaper than the tough jeans in singapore . =)
and...
i fell in love with a agnes b bag which i couldn't it out of my head
i've this burberry blue label bag that i want to get too
but just that two bags can cost me my few months allowance. lol
should i buy should i buy?=)
but i still intend to change my wardrobe totally
i just don't like it when i don't have the money . lol

anyway below are some pictures i took when i was taking the tram bus
=)

2008-12-04T23:08:00.015+08:00

HELLO . =)
i'm in hong kong now and today's weather is really hot
but tomorrow gonna be super cold =x
spent the first few days in hk with zm and family .=)
went many places and even went macau . =)
i'll just post a few of the pictures i took . =)

did quite alot of shopping and i'm going broke . =(
and i'm like gaining weight like nuts
though i didnt eat any meals but only snacks . lol
will be back soon . =)

first day . =)

in macau on monday . =)

the ruins of st. paul .=)

zm and i. spastic . lol

victoria peak on tues .=)

what a sweet little house .lol

at stanley yesterday

2008-11-29T02:44:00.002+08:00

this post is for my hamster, emoly
emo-ly is a hamster that i adopted from jeremy a year ago
i didnt get to bring it home
cause my mummy say she dont want to cry over a pet's death anymore
as it was considered very cruel for her
i thought it was living happily under the care of my bestfriend
till just now, jeremy told me it past away three months ago
and i'm crying over it now.
i'm sorry emo-ly, i love you though you were not taken care by me

i'm flying off to hong kong at 3.45 pm .
take care people

2008-11-28T04:41:00.041+08:00

hello . =)
its 5:31 am of 28/11/08
last night was prom,
took many pictures which some i've yet to receive
but i'll just post whatever i have . =)

it's gonna be like a whole picture post . lol
i'm going hong kong on sat . =)
like so soon . =x
time is passing so quickly .lol

realised that many things are really predestined .=)
guess i'll be composing a poem soon =)
and ezra, my poems are not emotional =)

table 2

nicolette . =)
we were taking pictures throughout the night .lol
mostly only the two of us in the pictures

juliet . =)
my spastic little gay girl

lee chuang, elaine . =)

ying qi . =)
such a pity that cong min didnt come =\

scandal . =)

sim and wong .=)

pretty zuo yi .=)

my sexy lovely . =)

my fellow hong kong-er . =)

my gay and cool sister! . =)

adorable moh .= )

jinliang .=)

adorable jessie =)

fav bimbo . =)

beloved girls . =)

lionel chin and yanting

sam . =)

J.E! where's my shopping trip . =p

Jemina and i concluded that miss zahra's students look alike . lol

fav bimbo and lovely . =)

Anton!
watch lake house okay . lol

ryan!
he's super teddy bear cute . lol

lionel, stella and sijin . =)

classy kelly . =)

yiqi . =)

hui xian . =)

peiling . =)
she's pretty .=)

on the extreme right is my CY twin =)

joel ong . =)

angeline in the middle . =)

indeed a night to remember .=)

2008-11-15T19:01:00.002+08:00

When you look me in your eyes

and tell me that you love me

everything's alright

when you're right here by my side

When you look me in your eyes- Jonas brothers

look at those lines, so beautifully written

i wonder when would i then be able to write such beautiful lines

anyway happy birthday to Nicolette and Yanting!

two special girls that played beautiful roles in my life

2008-11-13T09:58:00.004+08:00

O LEVELS ARE OVER!
oh my gosh, i don't know how to express how am i feeling now .lol
okay i feel so bimbotic.
the last paper is over and Nas becomes only a history to me
but a history that i'll not forget . =)

was listening to love in the ice by dbsk yesterday while studying
(which is the few korean songs i listen to?)
i got inspired to write a poem =)
this poem is dedicated to all people that played a part in my Nas days .=)
no matter big or small roles =)
here it goes :

Forever frozen in the ice
preserving it's love and beauty
Never will the ice melt.
Never will these memories fade away

Deep inside, I sang out loud silently
In commemoration of this sweet but bitter torture
Goodbye is a must
But never goodbye to the precious memories.

The precious memories that will always be preserved in the frozen ice.

-end-
Keng chiaw, make sure you mark your words
and put this poem into your collecting folder! . =)

below are the formal class photos of mine =)

1r5

2r5

3r6

4r6

i'm leaving Nas without regrets =)
keep in contact !
may one day, maybe 20 years later and we meet again on the streets,
we'll recognise each other=)

2008-11-03T22:08:00.002+08:00

i hate it when everything comes crashing down at the same time.
but well thats life
and that is how we grow up.

just like my msn nick; its predestined,
everything in life is predestined.
just that as life goes on, they start to unfold one by one.
it's like no matter what you choose or do,
it'll get you somewhere somehow.

i sprained my two thumbs . -.-
can't believe that I'm that spastic . lol
and the best thing is that i still managed to write for ss today

ten papers down and left with four,
my final and only four .
it's like that single bit of link that I've with ngee ann sec would be gone too
sounds like a saddening fact out of the sudden .
its like no more playing a fool in those faded blue uniform
indeed, my thinking is once again proven; forever does not exist

credits: foto decadent

gone like the wind,
so unpredictable and unable to stay

2008-10-25T00:02:00.002+08:00

a week of o levels has past

it's finishing even faster than i've expected

chemistry paper 2 was good

english 1 & 2 is like an acrobat walking on a thin rope in the mid air

a maths paper 1 was good

geo paper 1 was the best .lol

emaths paper 1 today was alright

i was performing below expectation for my a maths 2 today .=\

but nevermind, it's over =)

i can feel the end of o levels when i still have 7 papers left.

took my night off and had a ladies night

with yanting and valerie .=)

went to swim in the evening, had dinner and movie

we watched butterfly lovers,

its was not bad but it's the typical cliche sad martial arts movie .lol

the gaohu in the background music was good .=)

like what yanting said,

i've exercised every part of my body today .lol

2 papers - brain exercise

swimming- exercise of my four limbs

sad movie - exercise of our eys; tear glands .lol

i cant wait for 2r5 class chalet to come,

for prom to come,

for my hk trip that i would be spending with zm, yt and lc to come

i just cant wait for o levels to be over =)

well enough of day dreaming!

gonna go back to studying tomorrow .=)

god, have you heard my prayers

2008-10-05T21:29:00.011+08:00

pathetic 15 days to o levels,
the fact that the clock will never stop ticking disgusts me

suting told me that it'll be over in a wink of the eye
but i replied "it'll be over even before we know"
everything in secondary school seems like a dream

took a little time off from my studying.
Looked at the r5 pictures.
just by plain looking at it is enough to make me tear.
people always say "keep in contact kay!"
but how many really does that?
at this moment i don't want to know,
all i want to do is to stop the time

i can swear that i hate o levels
in the past, i've all the time to be sentimental and emotional.
but now i've to force and limit myself to a period of time
limiting the time i've for my sentimental thoughts
so that i can get back to studying as soon as possible
a friend once told me"acutally we're losing out when we relax"
it's just so against nature.
just like how men cut down trees

okay enough of being sentimental.
time to be back in the reality

somehow i miss composing poems a lot.a lot

2008-09-17T22:43:00.002+08:00

still upset with my results,
but i had more control of my hormones today.

Yanting bimbo was really sweet
she thought hard of places to bring me for dinner
as she knows food therapy has always worked for me
thanks darling. =)
must thank those spastic girls for enduring my eccentric behavior . lol
i'll pick myself up soon =)

graduation day is just two days away.
what a cruel ceremony
i hate to say this but i'm gonna miss ngee ann
not the sch but the weird teachers and spastic friends i've met

lovely skies, please rain
i guess i need some rain to wash away my disappointment

2008-09-15T18:39:00.031+08:00

when it started to rain once i stepped out of my house,
i knew it isn't my day
i dropped my phone when i was talking to ziying
and there's this deep scratch at the side of my viewty.

when i saw my results, my heart fell to the bottom
chemistry; 65/100
amaths paper 1; 45/80
eng paper 2; 25/50

i didnt expect my improvements from chemistry would be that little
my a maths with those practices seems to be in vain
i feel as if i've done shame to my primary school cause of my eng
i came from an english school . =\

just by seeing today's results,
my target for getting 9 for prelim's L1R4 is gone
i got super irritated as many of the mistakes were caused by my carelessness

i lost control of myself and ate a big mac meal with upsized fries
surprisingly, i finished everything and even picked on alison's fries
felt good for three hours but got upset very soon.

well, enough of my complains.
went for co graduation party on sat and it was great =)
after seeing miss lim's camera,
i feel like throwing away my viewty and all cameras i've at home . lol

my pretty juniors spent their love and time to bake cookies for me.=)
girls, thanks so much =)
the cookies were super nice that i feel like asking for more =)
don't worry, though i didnt receive any soft toys or balloons,
the cookies were really enough and i loved them =)

here are some pictures taken that day
thanks to people in the pictures and many others
that i've yet to get the pics from you guys,
life in co has been so beautiful .
thank you . =)
anyway please send me pictures alright .=)

impt person!
she's my fav bimbo

my lovely. =)
another one of my most impt people in my sec sch life .=p
dont always so cool okay . be GAY . =)

miss lim, thanks for the slip that you gave after i hyper ventilated .=)

spastic neighbour that has been piggy backing me always.
thanks zeng zeng for enduring my fats . lol

my score successor
claire, make me proud okay . =p

christine, stop growing tall and gain some fats .=)
if you need some, i'm more than willing to donate to you .=)

jab jab jab, better remember my fines alright .=)
if not i'll jab you . =)

my secretary successor
juline dont go nuts while ordering tickets .=p

my spastic gothic junior . lol
jocelyn, bake me more cookies!

chuiying and ziying .
the double winners. =)

hello yanyi, my great fan .lol
thanks for being super nice though you're not under my section=)

hello elizabeth, way to go . =)

heights do matters alot .=\
she has to bend down whenever she takes pictures with me lol

hello benngie,
thanks for being part of the bimbo gang with yanting and i .=)

wormy!
thanks for appreciating and always returning smiles=)

we've decided to be emotionless . lol

the co gang without qihao =(
he went off. =(.
thanks for those spastic standing in the middle of the malls
doing nothing and spending most of our time after co crapping =)

my spastic brother =)

i can swear that i use the sash better than he does .=p

please don't make me say goodbye
i rather just walk away silently

2008-08-31T20:50:00.006+08:00

nothing in the midst of prelims feel great
but well it at least keeps my headache away .lol
weird but true, i'll get headache once i don't study . lol

i'm counting down to the days till the end of o levels .
my brain is like "whatever chuiying, just finish this soon" . lol
it's getting a little sickening and uninteresting
i still feel so insecure about my o levels
though i've already gotten into the course i wanted through DPA

days have been quite pretty with rainy days occasionally
i've been waking up quite early these days
and i finally understood what people meant by
"waking up early is good for health"
the air that i breathed in was so beautiful
that it never fails to bring a smile onto my face . =)
a gentle one, not the spastic one that i've . lol

Happy 5 days to the END of prelims . =)
and 50 days to o levels

Mdm Muneira!
she's so adorable =)

because tonight will be the night that i'll fall for you
the line above attracts me so much,
the song is just so beautifully written

2008-08-09T09:54:00.012+08:00

Happy national day to Singapore
and nevertheless, HAPPY BIRTHDAY SIM SHI HUI. =)

the girls took some time off from studying
to celebrate shihui's birthday yesterday .=)
had lots of crazy and spastic fun that i didnt had for a long time

woke up a little early today.
took some time to sit in my couch in my room with my coffee
when i looked out of the window i thought,
"What a beautiful sky"
it was such a pity that i've been afraid to look up to the skies these days
the pressure is taking away my breath that
i'm afraid whenever i look into the skies, it might rain anytime
weird and silly but true . lol

Just when my eyes focused back on the wind chime by my window
i felt as if i've been letting someone down.
the person who gave me the wind chime; kylie seah
it was given by kylie as my birthday present this year
and the purpose of it is
"the sound of this wind chime shall be my nagging for you to be happy"

It's not as if i'm not happy or i'm very emotional these days
but i guess everyone is feeling the tension and pressure for o's like me
The happy that we get is not that "happy" we used to get in the past
when we don't have to say bye to our classmates soon
when we don't have to worry 24/7 if we're on track for revision
it's as if the "happy" i knew is lost
maybe it will find its way back after o levels .

the clock will never stop ticking.
12 days to prelims & 72 days to o level

i've got to post the pictures taken ytd
as it's a very rare chance that sim allows us to take pictures of her .lol

the birthday girl seem to be bullied. lol

okay this spastic . lol

okay the stranger helping us take the pic didnt take the words . -.-

the crazy birthday girl . lol

all ready to take part in the Olympics . lol

the guru soccer team . =)

2008-07-25T22:44:00.003+08:00

my handicapped water bottle leaked in my bag
and there goes my ipod . =(
i still remembered the days when i went around telling others happily
"i've been using my ipod since sec 1. i'm only getting a new one after o's"
and now . sighs

went for tp's interview for applied food sci and nutrition today
and there's other two more to go at sp .
i really wish that i'll get accepted by tp .
i want to be a dietitian =\

it's less than a month to prelims
and 87 days to o levels
it's felt as if i was still a sec 1 student doing hist project with lee chuang.
gosh, i just miss those days though i was really obese then.

got to thank my spastic gfs and also my spastic classmates
for being there . =)
i really miss interacting with my gfs .
its like we hardly see each other these days though we sms
but it's not like the stupid things we do together . =\

sisters . =p

well God made you type what you should treat life with; a smile
thank you keng chiaw . =)

2008-07-09T22:06:00.002+08:00

hello .=)
it's such a rare occasion that i'm online .
well i'm online to apply for direct poly admission
and the website is LAGGING . argh

anyway i went to extract one of my wisdom teeth last thurs
yeah one only .=)
cause mummy says four is too much for me to take .=)
the dentist like saw my gum and saw my wisdom tooth into half =(
when i got back my wisdom tooth and joint it back from the two pieces,
there was a hole .
my first reaction was like wtf?
then i realised part of my tooth became powder when they were sawing.
and my gum is still hurting like now even a week later?
i've been eating soft food for like a week
-i threw tantrum about it for quite a few times =\

the website for the direct admission thing is freaking slow
and it makes me feel like throwing my laptop down 7 storeys
i seriously need and want my sleep .

o levels are so near that i can feel the tension,
lets all study hard my friends =)

2008-06-29T00:07:00.002+08:00

days have been really tiring
and i guess i wont be blogging anytime soon
as i dont really like the idea of spending my time online . =\
it's like a waste of time in my opinion
those who wanna talk to me please sms me
-i guarantee i'll reply =p

its only 113 days to o levels
and about a month to prelims
i feel as if i don't know what to do except studying

if god is gonna grant me a wish now,
i guess it would be " please allow me to go into coma for a week"
stress, lack of rest.
i'm feeling as if i might hyper ventilate anytime soon

life's always out to kill us
but it's through it then we'll learn
i sincerely pray that i'll pull through this challenge
to many others, o level might not be that stressful or as stressful
but to me it is. maybe because i don't know how to relax
it's just like these troubles and stress bottling up
though i already told people about it . =\

it's tapestry tomorrow
and i'm gonna be there to support my dearest juniors .=)

to my juniors:
just do your best alright,
i'm really proud of you guys when i see how hard you've worked . =)
how i wish there wasnt a word "bye"
so that i still can play with you guys .=\
well anyway good work, love you girls =)
good bye though i'm not willing to .

hold on my friends, we're gonna pull through this together
please dont give up, we'll walk through this o level together

2008-06-20T23:47:00.003+08:00

around an hour ago, my favorite bimbo yanting showed me a webbie.
it's a website that sells....F CUP COOKIES. LOl
according to the website,
your boobs will become bigger after eating the cookies
like maybe from cup A to C . lol
its like woah, i to get enlarge my boobs but eating cookies.
but obviously i wouldn't want to try . lol

when i was watching mtv news,
they reported that amy whitehouse has to quit abusing drugs
if not she'll die .
i guess this world is going insane
with all those drugs, green house effects caused by us-the brilliant humans
and with the F CUP COOKIES . -.-

anyway life's alittle insane right now
i went to the dentist today, got my x ray
and the doctor says that i need to pluck out ALL 4 wisdom teeth
a one day surgery with general anesthesia would be held on my mum's birthday .
i'm feeling a little guilty
it's like instead of spending her birthday happily,
she'll have to spend 1k on me and feed me porridge after that .lol

"it's a sin to kill a mockingbird ..."
- to kill a mocking bird by harper lee
and it's a sin to pluck out my teeth that helps me chew on my food!
now i finally understand why kids dont like dentists .lol

its 122 days to o levels
and 152 days to the end of this . =D

2008-06-08T21:45:00.001+08:00

was listening to the oldies the other day,
and found this beautiful song
Better man- robbie williams

then, i took a little time to think back of my secondary school life
i found that i've missed and let many things go by
due to my immature behavior or what sort ever

As my soul heals the shame
I will grow through this pain
Lord I'm doing all I can
To be a better man
better man- robbie williams

man in a sense of human of course.
whatever that is gone, i'll not try to amend
nor i've any courage to pursue it again
but cherish is what that can be done now
if the world really ends in 2012 according to some famous person
its only fours years away
just four short years.
i wonder how a person would feel upon death

from the moment you come into the world as an ignorant baby
and after all those things you went through,
you just die.

facing death is a kind of bravery
especially those whom know they are going to die
but instead of fearing, they faced it with courage
i wonder would i be a coward by then or a brave person for once.

Happy 141 days to o levels

i've a little problem of differentiating between reality and dreams
i live everyday like a dream,
what if one day, i wake up and find that it's really a dream
and none of the things actually happened?
god, i think i need a psychologist soon

would you hold my hand and tell me its alright?

2008-05-30T21:49:00.011+08:00

i woke up a little late today,
found that my neck was as stiff as dried sea cucumber
and my right eye hurts like some nonsense
so i decided to skip school . =p
but i went down to doc tan to get a mc when i woke up

i practically slept through whole day like a pig
guess it's to replenish what i've been missing
well, after so many hours my neck still feels like some sea cucumber . =\

anyway 143 days to o level . =)

yesterday was my darling sister's 21st birthday . =D
went to vivo to catch a movie with my family
and took some pictures . =)

21 years old sounds really old .lol
i was joking with my sister that she could actually sign my report book
on behalf of my mother . lol

hey sis,
no matter how old you grow, you're still my sis .=D
make sure that you'll be there to irritate me always
and dont elope with cyrus . =p

madness . lol

we love bullying mummy . =D

daddy, mummy =D

family shot . =D

i love you baby, and if it's quite alright
i need you baby, to warm a lonely night
i love you baby, trust in me when i say
-cant take my eyes off you by frankie valli

2008-05-28T23:58:00.000+08:00

i'm having a little problems with my temper management these days
i tend to get irritated easily .
i mean really easily.
suddenly, i hate my hormones . =\

life's a little irritating isn't it?
it's like you don't want to keep whining about troubles you've met
but troubles will never end
life is too short to keep harping on problems
but it's as if destiny arranged it that way; we're to be troubled always

anyway happy 145 days to o level . =D

had a good weekend =)
and daddy's back from hong kong for five days . =)

pictures from the weekends ;

kylie jie . saw her after a thousand years =)
oi i miss you like nuts okay . =p

gina, the ghostly . =D
when are we gonna float again . =\

anyway on mon, my favorite bimbo, yanting
and i were too bored that we went to some physical fitness corner . lol

This much I know is true
That God blessed the broken road
That led me straight to you
-bless the broken road by rascal flatts

2008-05-23T21:01:00.002+08:00

3 social studies sbq paper in 3 hours today
i've never done so many ss sbq in one day . lol

honey moon period is over again
and it's time to work hard AGAIN . -.-
i can't wait for o levels to be over
anyway happy 150 days to o levels

had meet the parents session today
and mrs lim went like " her grades are a little disappointing"
oh god, i'm disappointed too alright
its like this the first exam that i worked so hard for
but the results turned out to be the worst of all
and the FISHING school only gave me 7 subjects to choose from
it's totally wtf .

okay whatever, i'm gonna work even harder from now on
though i feel like i'm suffocating already
but guess few more months wont kill .

anyway i would like to say something.
Please stop abusing animals for god damn sake
and be gentle to them.
it's not fucking funny to throw stones or kick them, etc
if you don't like them JUST LEAVE THEM ALONE
animals have animal rights too

i just love doing random and spastic stuffs with my friends,
it never fails to make my day . =)

would you hold my hands and lead me
if my eyes are blindfolded?
if this is a game, i would never ever wanna stop playing

2008-05-11T22:37:00.012+08:00

Happy mothers day =)
at the same time, Happy 162 days to o level

heard from my friend that we're getting back our papers tmr
and just the thought of it is good enough to make me faint .
humph
well that's tmr, i shouldn't worry too much
=D

today's a happy day in general,
i made this video for my mummy
and i think it's alright for a first timer .=)
glad that she like it . =)

had a good time and rest since thurs,
that i wish that time could stop for a moment
i wouldn't like to start mugging again
162 days seems so short
but at the same time it seems like a long torture.
its like WHAT . lol
maybe i should eat more good stuffs to overcome the stress
A MILLION CHEERS TO GOOD FOOD . =D

anyway i'm looking for this song titled
"Cant take my eyes off of you"
if any kind soul has it please send it to me alright. =)

may happiness be my stalker everyday .

VALERIE =D

Pictures taken today . =)

jojo just don't like to look into the camera . humph

sister .=)

poke poke!

happy mothers day=)

thank jabrina and christine for that flower
it's on my sofa in my room smiling at me everyday . =)

That's ME . =)
i was waiting for my food? LOL

beautiful smiley that lee chuang, my lovely gave me
blessing me with beautiful smiles everyday . =)
thanks alot .=)

2008-05-08T22:19:00.002+08:00

Finally mid years are over!
time to rejoyce. =)
but at the same time,
HAPPY 165 days to o levels . lol

biology paper was a killer as usual
despite staying up late to study till 3, i still find the paper difficult
but the only thing i can do is console myself with the fact that i worked hard
=)

dunno why am i not as happy as i thought i would be?
its like exams are finally over
but i'm feeling bored out . lol
i guess i would be happier if i could go for a movie marathon
or scream like an insane woman at the beach . lol
by staying home or anywhere near the school,
i still feel as if exams are not over yet
okay, maybe i should put it in a sense that o levels are not over yet . lol

ZENGMEI WANTS ME TO EAT GLUE . =(
omg. lol
i guess she's under too much stress as i sang to her this morning .lol

worked on another poem the other day with keng chiaw
a happier poem this time round . =)
i love to compose poems,
its like always composing and looking from different angles . =)

"would you be my sky?" i asked
the one whom lights up my day
the one whom showers me love like the rain
the one whom brings me hope like the stars

"would you be my ocean?" i asked.
the one whom brings me surprises so endlessly
the one whom soothes me softly like the breeze
the one whom brings me to the end of the world

"would you be my love" i finally asked
the one whom makes me feel like valentines everyday
the one whom would hold my hand till the end of time
the one whom love me much and love me long.

i've asked what i've wanted to ask
all i've to do now is wait
wait for your answer
the answer which will bring me everything

i've a NE quiz at 8.20 tomorrow
its like WHAT =\

2008-05-03T23:02:00.002+08:00

second post of the day
tagged by kengchiaw
doing it cause i'm really bored . =\

#1. At what age do you wish to marry?
25? i wouldn't wanna be an old mama .

#2.What I want the most now?
knowledge of a1

#3.Do you believe in love at first sight?
sadly, no . lol

#4. Do you think you have enough confidence?
Nope.

#5. If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
let everyone be happy and smile with that spastic gay smile .=)

#6. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?
Nope, i have yet to see one . =\
lets talk about this when i really see one . lol

#7. What are you afraid to lose the most now?
people that are held close to my heart

#8. Do you believe in eternal love?
nope, nothing last forever
that's my thinking

#9. If you meet someone that you love, would you confess to him/her?
only if he's the one i really want

#10. List out 3 good points of the person who tagged you.
Inspirational, sentimental and retard like ME . =p

#11. What are the requirements that you wish from your other half?
respect, trust and be true

#12. What feeling do you hate the most?
feeling helpless

#13. Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
Yes

#14. Are you always ready to crack a joke?
3/4 ready?

#15. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
a heart that's ready to give

#16. Do you find it a need for you to have a boyfriend/girlfriend?
It's more of a want.
but its a want that i'll cherish?

#17. What is your quote of the day?
when one door of happiness closes, another opens

#18. What kind of friend you hope to be in your friend's eyes?
Less spastic and more smart? they always called me a bimbo . =\

#19. What age do you want to die at?
don't know? but let me know beforehand
so that i won't die with regrets . lol

#20. What is your current favorite song(s) playing in your play list now?
(Everything i do) i do it for -bryan adams

2008-05-03T22:19:00.002+08:00

i guess studying has turned me into a total retard
i went to valerie's blog
and saw this fish thing that has been there for 32590874 years
but i got so amazed that i kept myself entertained
by clicking on it non stop. =\

people, get retarded like ME
and start clicking please . =)
i'm not that retarded after all isn't it? . =p

i guess i need some stupid and senseless online games now
like NOW to get my mind off those moving plates that causes earthquakes

monday
#1.Emaths paper II
#2. Geography paper I

Thursday
#1. Biology

i'm working on a happier poem with keng chiaw
wait for it alright people . =)

2008-04-29T21:58:00.003+08:00

Happy 174 days to o levels

today's the most bimbo-tic or brainless day i ever had
i wrote 1000cm = 1m in my emaths paper 1
i guess even a primary school kid would laugh at me for
THIS TOTAL STUPID AND BRAINLESS MISTAKE .
humph.

chemistry paper was horrible too.
i'm gonna fail it and i'll laugh if i pass it

but i'm not really affected by it
cause i found that i've becoming more and more brainless
so when i do stupid things, i get irritated
but not very affected . lol

Remaining papers
#1 .Amaths
#2. Elective Literature
#3. Emaths paper 2
#4. Pure Geography paper 1 -my favorite subject . =)
#5. Pure biology

may the knowledge be with me . =)

watched a sad movie at home the other day
and got inspired by it
so i wrote a poem . =)

Tears blurred my vision.
For the first time, i'm left with no words to say

On this verge of losing you, I cried. Tears flowed
"Please don't take him away" my heart begged

But if pleads were ever effective,
There wouldn't be so much sadness here.

There's a million reasons of why i want you
But there's only one reason why i've decided to let you go- i love you

lol okay another sad poem .
though i tend to get inspired for sad peoms more often
but i'm not emo okay . =)

Grant me the knowledge for my A1s =)

2008-04-16T21:18:00.016+08:00

i'm doing the co attendance list now
for the last time
the grumbles that i used to make seems like yesterday
but by tomorrow, i can't do the attendance list anymore
time is scary .

Happy 7 days to mid years and 187 to o level
i found out that i've been cooping myself up in the library so much
that i've actually neglected my friends
i'm sorry .
i'm sorry that i haven't been spending time with you guys

can someone bring me back my spastic gay smile ?
the one without any stress and constrains

pictures from friday's farewell party
i didnt cry on that day .
but i felt very upset by the fact that i'm leaving my pipa girls =(
i'm gonna miss their spastic nonsense
i'll upload more pictures next time as blogger is being crazy now

BANG!

my adorable pipa mates .=)

taken by moh =)

that's me!
playing with the balloon =)

Thanks for the memories .

i thank god for you as a gift from above

2008-04-08T21:42:00.002+08:00

Had a great day in school
though elect lit was still as hypnotizing as ever . =\

everything around me is so green
my puma bag, pencil case, file
mummy prepared green pandan bread with kaya
and green apple for lunch break . =)

Anyway happy 195 days to o levels
and 16 days to mid years

saw the mtv of this song by wu ke qun the other day
title of the song : qian qian qian shou (hold hands?) . lol

well the title sounded happy but the mtv almost made me cry
people nowadays are REAL sadistic
i mean holding hands is such a blissful thing,
why wanna film the mtv of it in such a sad way . =\
BUT the song is really nice
and kinds of make me emotional when i listen to it
cause i think of the mtv. =\

suddenly i feel like being a florist . lol
just joking .
guess i wont have the patience arranging the flowers
i think i would end up cutting them all up . =\

It is not what we do,
it is how much love we put in the doing
-Mother Teresa

2008-04-07T17:58:00.006+08:00

so all the attendance list done are nothing,
all the score managing is nothing
and all the minor chores done are nothing.
as a secretary i've done nothing contributive to co
i dare not say that the things i've done deserves a medal or what
but please do not say that i wasn't responsible for my position
and did not do anything for my position.
if this is the case, i shall thank the teachers for giving me the chance
to show how minor am i and even after doing all the minor things,
i'm said to have done nothing
thanks alot .

Happy 196 days to o levels
and 17 days to mid years

there's nothing much to celebrate
especially with this deep, manly voice i have now .
what's wrong with this world out of the sudden?
giving me all the best but also the worst at the same time.

i know you're here
but yet i dunno what to say

2008-03-30T22:16:00.015+08:00

Happy 204 days to o levels

i've been studying seriously for the past two days
as i'm freaked out by the 6 tests coming up this week .
i've nothing to blog nowadays except school sucks totally . =\

i've really bad memory
as my gfs have taught me how to fold a paper heart for a million times
but i still can't remember how to fold . =\
and i keep answering questions wrongly .
all kinds of questions; chemistry, biology, amath, etc
it makes me feels as if the world's gonna end anytime . =\

pictures taken on last friday at changi beach

KOIZORA style =p

JUMPER;

I'M THE WINNER!
-yeah right

WOAH, public display of affection!
i didnt put the twist, she did

gfs. =)

madness;

it was a pretty day, with a pretty sky
most probably this would be the only day in this term that seems so pretty.

What i am looking for is a blessing not in disguise
-Jerome K Jerome, humour writer (1859-1927)

2008-03-24T21:15:00.004+08:00

Had a tiring but quick day
took my prelims english oral in the afternoon
with all the banging of the constructions
-no comments about it

differentiation never seems to be ending
i'm effing pissed with it
but yet i cant do anything about it except to continue doing . =\

took a look at zengmei's blog
and saw many random pictures
so i went to dig out my external hard drive.
took a look at the many pictures taken over the years
and all i have to say is ;
i really miss those times. =\

Anyway Happy 210 days to o levels

20 January 2007; esplanade

10 march 2006;
Owners of the hands covered with elmo puppet;
Shunzi, Lee chuang, Valerie, Yanting, Me

He's the reason for the teardrop on my guitar,
The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star
-teardrops on my guitar, taylor swift

2008-03-21T22:34:00.010+08:00

founders day was crazy
days has been crazy too
how can life be more crazy than recently. =\

Happy 212 days to o levels

had some great fun in the cd shelter before the performance;

phantom of opera . =)

dance all night
and filled our hearts with joy

Hello pipa = )

2008-03-16T00:07:00.002+08:00

homework are piling up again. =\
i've a schedule to follow but i ain't following it .
Happy 218 days to o levels

In a week
Hours spent on one co prac; 3 hours
Number of days of co prac ; 2
Hours spent on practicing pipa at home; 1.5 hours
numbers of practices at home; 3
i spend at least ten hours on co every week
guess it goes the same for every co member
well this concludes that co's a passion but also a murderer. =\

24 hours are not enough.
why cant the earth revolve in 30 hours instead of 24 .
it's either we have to sacrifice our friends, our family or whoever
to SQUEEZE the time out for homework and stuffs
i've serious problems with time management . lol

knock knock
who's there
chuiying
whatever -slams door .

I want to sleep and need to sleep .
i'm suffering from a retaarded brain now

-recruiting bedtime story tellers. =)

2008-03-15T23:37:00.003+08:00

new day, the old chuiying still . =\
just realised that i have yet to thank people for my birthday presents .=)
i'm so lazy to sms so i'm thanking you people here .=)

-its according to the arrangement of which i received first
#1. Joel and Nicolette
thanks a lot for that pretty and adorable wind chime .=)
it has been ages since i've received one .
i cant hang it up cause my mummy's superstitious
but it'll always be somewhere near me . =)

#2. Huling and vick
thanks papa and mama for those kisses chocolate
and that adorable pen . =)
makes me feel like a kid again. =)

#3. Fusheng
thanks alot for that green star necklace.=)
like it because its green (of course )
it's really pretty . thanks again .=)

#4. Lee chuang, shunzi, yanting
Omg my best gfs . =)
thanks for that pair doggy speakers which i'm gonna use soon . =)
the speakers reminds me of you guys . lol

#5. Lee chuang
thanks for that ultra touching additional present that made me cry. lol
i'm such a cry baby . =\

#6. Anton
thanks alot for that pretty snow globe. =)
i like it and appreciate your efforts looking for it .
i'm sorry that your present wil arrive really late . =\

#7. Shunzi
lol . thanks a lot for that green alien coin bank
maybe i should start putting $ in so that i'll be rich
maybe in three decades later? . LOL

#8. Linus
hey boy! . feels so weird calling you that when you're older by 5 years
lol .
anyway thanks for that miss selfridge handbag
it's what i've been looking for .
please come out of ns soon so that we can bitch . =)

#9. Cyrus
helllo my sister's bf! .
thanks for that pretty t-shirt . lol
guess it's a little tight but i'll fit in i hope . LOL

#10. Caiyan, Dion, Gao yang, Kok nam, zengmei
thanks for that adorable doggy toy, a small decor chair and the earrings .=)
guess i'll not be wearing the earrings cause my ears are small . LOl
i tried wearing once and i looks like a Buddha . lol
but still thanks =)

#11. Zengmei
thanks for that bottle of stars . lol
it's so not zengmei's style to fold stars . lol
but i appreciate your thoughts . =p
RIGHT NEIGHBOUR . =p

#12. Jingzhi
thanks alot for that pretty necklace. =)
it's just so my style . lol
why only they show koizora at cathay . =(

#13.Jinliang
thanks alot for that spastic vodoo doll and handphone pouch . lol
that voodoo doll is just so spastic la . look at its hair . lol

#14. Valerie, Jessie, Juliet
thanks for the mug and the smiley face doll . =)
remember to check before you guys pay next time . =)

#15. Shi Hui,Alison, Elaine, Sijin, Wanyi, Wanting, Kengchiaw, Yiliang, Weichang, kelvin
did i leave anyone out? . my memory is failing . =\
anyway thanks for that large supple of chocolates . =)
you guys shouldn't have spend the money la .
but thanks for buying that so that i can feel happy everyday . =)

Did i leave anyone out? .
drop me a sms if i did . =)

2008-03-14T18:30:00.002+08:00

second post of the day . =)
as i forgot to post the peoms keng chiaw and i composed
there's two of them; an emo one and a happy one
my dear readers, i need some feedback for them .=)

#1.Insecurity

People call it a hallucination,

My heart chose not to believe.

Many times I tried to avoid,

Yet in my world, thoughts of you.

Wanting to hold you seems impossible,

And that you were hardly around.

You are here but not yet,

I’m faced only by your shadow and your back.

I felt your arms around me but they ain’t,

Hanging by the edge kills me deep inside.

The lust of having you is taking control of my mind,

Oh, this bittersweet torment.

I wish it would stop at this second but also continue,

I’m ready to hang on.

Tears may flow,

As cruel Fate and Truth unfolds.

I held on without any regrets,

But now I’m letting it go.

Please tell me that you love me at least once,

just this once will do.

#2.untitled

I smile, only for you
I love a love that's exclusively for you
standing here under the rain,
and loving you regardless of any pain.

reaching out for your hand,
and hopefully never let it go.
with you i yearn for eternity,
inseparable like that of the sand and the sea.

without any doubts,
i'm willing to believe you totally.
without a word,
i embark on this love so blindly.

i can and i will bring this love far,
with you holding this spot in my heart.
never be replaced for the moment,
As its a love built to last.

2008-03-14T17:30:00.004+08:00

dark eye circles,
small eyes, not being able to pay attention.
i dislike march holidays totally.
it's just a hallucination
a hallucination that we could all rest .
but at least i had a better week as compared to schooling weeks.

Life has been great
went shopping yesterday .=)
bought a blouse from Zara and another one from Isetan private sales
bought a pair of black shoes for performance too.
i've never ever felt so accomplished for this year. =)
shopping releases my stress .=)

walked past a bridal boutique today.
saw the beautiful gowns inside.
if i had the money, i would buy all of them.
a lady looks the best when they're in wedding gowns
i'll buy my own wedding gown when i get married
so that i need not rent it . =)
and i can wear it as and when i like to .
one more item down in my wish list to fulfill . =)

i don't know am i planning too ahead of time or what.
i've this wish list that i'm supposed to fulfill by 30
and most of them have to do with money . lol

i miss watching happytreefriends.
i'm gonna watch happy tree friends now . LIKE NOW .
bye .=)

all i want is you
-juno ost

2008-03-10T16:07:00.004+08:00

Hello . =)
i'm feeling happy and high today.
went for pipa this morning at 9
done at one .
went for lunch and back home . =)

decided to save the devil i did for lee chuang's birthday
as it has been sent back to me for a long time due to its horns dropping
but when i took out the needles and strings,
i gave up . Lol .
well maybe i might want to consider using the sewing machine
if not the horns might drop off again . lol
cant believe i failed so badly on my first attempt with needle work . =\

there's a population of 4.59 million in June 2007 living in singapore
so now, there should be around 4.6 million?
look at this beautiful and amazing fact.
you got to know your love, your friends among so many people
maybe that's fate or destiny .
or even maybe a coincidence
but no matter how you look at it,
it's still a beautiful fact. =)
imagine the probability of meeting someone is 1/4600000 . lol

this is my first needle work in my life . lol
a devil without a circular face.
made specially for my lovely lee chuang .=)

daddy, i miss you dearly .
though i hate your nags and stuffs
but when are you coming back to singapore again .
cant you just leave your work aside. =\

without any terms and conditions,
would you shelter me from rain and storm?

2008-03-08T20:13:00.002+08:00

i'm going nuts about xiyuxing
it drives me total nuts . =\

according to my psle score,
i'm supposed to score a mean of 1.3 for my o levels
come on, how is that freaking possible . =\
it's totally insane man .

anyway, Happy 226 days to o level

2008-03-04T20:42:00.002+08:00

Happy 230 days to o levels
and i'm left with tons of amaths homework that dues tmr
all because i missed two days of lessons after i hyper ventilated
and the work load just piled up like nuts.

bye.

2008-03-02T20:06:00.003+08:00

march holidays are arriving . =)
-thank god.

that day, i took some time to arrange the pics i have in my com
and i found out how much i miss my gfs
for the past two weeks, tys became my bestfriend
so it should be catching up time during the holidays . =)

caught leap year twice
i just love the literature of the story,
it writes love, fate and destiny in such a beautiful manner.

woke up at two plus today
and have not done anything contributive today
except for giving out carbon dioxide
and waiting for my A1s to drop from the sky . lol
i'm seriously bored out by studies.
anyway, HAPPY 232 days to o level . =)
i guess i'm driven nuts by the tension that
i'm actually writing and counting down the number of days to o level .lol

was at the playground playing swings
with zengmei, koknam, qihao and yiliang last night
we discussed about our childhood
and found that my childhood seems weird compared to theirs . lol
my childhood was filled with ballet, guzheng, drawing, speech and drama
maybe that explains why i'm so weird now . lol

my adorable and naive mama sent me to a all girls primary school,
hoping that i'll turn out to be a demure girl
but i turned out to be some rough girl that breaks things always . lol

Zengmei's blood vessels are constricting so seriously
that i guess she has totally lost her cool.
she requested that i must say that she's cute in this post.
as a nice friend and neighbour of hers, chuiying says;
ZENGMEI IS CUTE . lol

i realised i've got small lungs . lol

when one door of happiness closes, another opens
-be my happiness candy.

2008-02-23T21:58:00.002+08:00

the smile on your face lets me know that you need me
there's a truth in your eyes saying you'll never leave me
the touch of your hands says you'll catch me whenever i fall
you say it best when you say nothing at all
-when you say nothing at all
ronan keating

i'm so addicted to the song that i cant stop listening to it . lol
the song is so sweet .
the lyrics are so beautifully written
better than those you hear these days,
the jamming totally irritates the shit out of me
-pardon me for being vulgar,
studying drives people nuts .

the clock is clicking and time never stops
24 hours never seems enough . =\
this kind of reminds me about those chinese compositions
that we wrote when we were young
" if i've a watch that can store time"
but if the world really stopped evolving,
what's gonna happen?
sounds really scary . lol

i'm off to jogging to release stress .
BYEBYE . =)