okok day....

quite tired....jie's fren all came to use the front page on my lappy n hers...melf kor kor oso brought his lappy along too...conclusion,i have nt done any of my work yet except for the maths questions....hahaz..gonnaa die loh>_<....haiz...so chim...dunno wad to do loh....for me n him...wanna love but i noe i cannot>_<...see him sad cuz of her i oso naturally sad loh...when we were togeter,u made me feel tt i am a very hapy girl but when we broke up,the happiness stopped...when u n her were very happily together i felt happy too..but u two broke up..once again the happiness is gone again...whhy muz u always let me feel happy n make me sad again?...a msg to him which he will never see"u are so cruel manz...why muz u make me sad n happy as if i was havin mood swing?..can u tell me...n stil got smth..I DUN LIKE JEREMY....so stop sayin it....wad do u treat me as?....everything hapy nt happy one oso tell me :'(....n smth i have never blamed u...i juz wanna be happy when u are happy ,sad when u are sad...wwhen u hapy u no need to share it with me cuz i wil feel happy when i see u happy...i am really startin to hate myself ler..haiz.."...well tt msg is for him....actualy had a sudden urge to call lhim this afternoon..but didnt have the courage..so yar..buaiz..very late ler...cya next time