Wed was CSAS formal presentation,

did better than i thought . =)

now its the impromtu speech test that scares me . lol

life has been good . =)

it's kind of weird that i'm finding more interest in organic chem

than in science in food prep . lol

i really hope that my psoriasis will be under control really soon . =(

it's getting so out of control that i dare not go swimming

cause not everyone understands that its neither contagious

nor i dont clean myself properly.

it's caused by my stress and its my genes who controls it =x

it bothers me quite alot

it's like i've to use clinque facial gel for my psoriasis spots .=x

it's like so ex luh . =(

luckily my new classmates udnerstands and cheer me on .=)

and my old friends are really sweet too . =)

just went to calculated my GPA for fun and found it's only 3.42

and i'm already dying from studyin . ><

when will my 3.5 and above come?

pictures all taken from other's blog

as i dont really take pictures now .lol

Chuiying has really short hair now . =)

a new school term has started,

gotten back my test results,

quite satisfied but would be happier if i studied for my Hap

Commu skills : 83.5/100

Human anatomy: 32.5/50

Inorganic chem: 40/50

Organic chem:41/50

Sci in food prep: unknown

Sister wasnt really convinced with my results,

oh well i'm not very convinced either,

gonna work even harder . =)

Tv is such a bad distraction for me . =(

realised that i'm such a tv addict . =(

This week passed really quickly,

that's because there's only two lab and three tut with lec

next week is back to normal. =\

i brought jojo to jog for half an hour today,

she was really fit and didnt stop at all. =)

that's my beautiful dog . lol

yesterday elinor told me about her pet shop dogs having sex

like one after another.

then i realised i prefer jojo so much more .lol

took some pictures today,

will upload better ones after yuting upload them . =)

Anyway just being random, do you know how long is your ear? .=)

Mine's 5.3 cm ( small ears =/)

=)

Joey!

Elinor!

Yu ting!

Cindy!

me!

jojo after the jog. =)

my sister is finally coming back tonight,

on a 8pm flight here to singapore

and mummy will be back on the 12th

=)

meanwhile i'm gonna catch up with my girls tonight . =)

like what wei chang says,

I've graduated from "chuiying's two weeks independence course"

=)

one thousand three or five hundred square meters do kill =x

in addition, i was like a maid to my dog; jojo and my terrapin; chubby

i had to buy my own meals, wake myself up, the list goes on

and the house was super quiet

(okay maybe its my mum, sis and i are talkative women =x)

i miss my Honda jazz absolutely cause no one knows how to drive it

which means no easy shortcut for transportation

but oh well,

IT ALL GONNA BE OVER SOON . =)

anyway didn't had the time to talk about my grandpa's funeral

so shall talk a little of it now.

since young i had not much chance to talk to him

especially when i'm old enough to remember anything,

he became senile, all i remember was just talking to him

without getting any replies.

i felt that it was a pity that grandpa had so many descendants

but the only time that all gathered to see him is during his funeral

during the funeral speech, i cried so badly

the picture of him and i taken in Singapore when i was a few years old

kept appearing in my head

for that moment i asked myself "why didn't i visit him more"

that night's dinner was the first time i see daddy as a boy, not a man

he was so happily talking about his childhood incidents in front of grandma

he said many things but this one made me think;

" your grandpa used to wake up at 3am

to walk from dist of tamp to tenah merah, just to save money"

and then he continued

"he rather not buy furniture or eat lesser but will send his children to overseas"

this made me think;

we always ask people "what can you do for me"

but we've never or seldom ask" what can i do for the person"

i seriously don't know how my grandpa was

but still i've to thank him,

without him, there wont be me.

i love you grandpa, rest in peace .

taken when i was sec two

mondays has never been a good day for me

i guess i've to get use to that fact . =x

i had no idea what was i doing yesterday 

and i was so angry with myself this morning 

cause i didnt study for my human anatomy and physiology 

got a wake up call for my mind,

gonna study really hard for the remaining test for this week . =x

i miss mummy and my sister  

sister's gonna be back only on the eighth

and mummy on the tenth =(

another week alone with jojo.

jojo still has been a nuisance but sweetie

it hurts me when i know she has to spend long hours home alone . =\

at least i've my friends to talk to .

i've tried my best talking and playing with her

but she's like so alone still =\

during this week, i've really learnt how to be alone

it's like no one to wake me up,

i've to wash my own clothes,

boil and fill my own water bottle,

wash my own dishes,

eat alone, sleep with jojo.

this is what i'll be going through if i'm going overseas for uni

which i plan to.

now i've doubts if i can do it for four years .

oh well, life's always filled with ups and downs,

like a bitch.

however it isnt gonna get me down . =)

Cheeros to those who cherish life . =)

a series of unfortunate events

first was jojo falling sick months ago,

though she has recovered but still needs care.

then it was my grandpa,

he passed away.

my house in hk needs renovation and doing now

cause of some leaking of water into the ceiling .

i'm back in singapore home alone with jojo

cause my mummy and sis had to stay for the renovation.

i'll have to be alone till next week i guess

yesterday, the dish washer started foaming 

and occupied me the whole of last night

cause i put more detergent than required

i followed the min amt there but it appeared to be too much still ...

today my whole bag dropped into the basin in school

and all my stuff fell into the water.

my phone is like insane now .

i've so much work, lab and test to catch up with

because i applied for LOA last week. 

jojo has been an accompany and also my trouble source

she's always whining even though i did everything for her

but well at least she's sleeping sweetly next to me now 

-at least something to be relieved about. 

but she has been really sweet following me around at night

as she knows i'm afraid of the dark

i keep telling myself tomorrow will be a better day,

but will it be?

just let destiny unfold itself

hello people,

my grandpa just passed away in hk last night

so i'll be going back to hk, taking the 8 am flight later

and i'll only back on sunday late night

i wont be using my number 

so my dear friends,

if you guys have anything that needs to inform me,

just drop me a sms to my original number

but i will only reply when i get back .

so if it's urgent, 

please appraoch lee chuang, yanting, zengmei or kok nam 

for my overseas number. 

with love, chuiying

a tiring week just went past like that;

9-6 everyday and three tests one after another 

two more test next week, gonna study and have to study

but at least i'm enjoying the joy my friends bring . =)

we talk and do really stupid things that are fun . =)

test week is like two weeks away?

studying is never enjoyable .=x

i wasn't taken in by photography as they had enough people

=(. it's really saddening alright.

i rejected co cause i dont wanna stay in school for 12 hours . lol

and somehow i ended up in community service club today 

after so many weeks . lol

cause yuting says its good to spread our love and do good deeds

so the whole group went in too . lol

on tues was elinor's and joey's birthday,

more people are aging like me  . lol

took in week 2 . =)

the birthday girls .=)

let me be the gym woman instead of her . lol

elinor and cindy

that's yuting's armani exchange cap . =)

joey and i like it but yuting doesnt. lol

unstoppable cindy and joey . lol

elinor and yuting . =)

a9a4

when will i see your face again.

hello. =)
i'm at coffee beans with the spastic girls below
(leechuang came and go . =(, we'll miss her)
looking at people's facebook and blogs .lol
im so cute.(juliet says she's cute) . -.-
we went ding tai feng and had my fav bun .=)

we're having great fun with shihui's macbook .=)
she's got the macbook i wanna buy!
-plotting to grab it home now =)

i've been having this inflammation thing since last week
cause i went swimming and doc says the water is not clean . =(
some ugly person must have been inconsiderate
-coughs

finally a relaxing night after a week of school.
school's gonna be 9-6 everyday from next week on . =(
life's such a bitch

my lesson time is from 9-6 or 9-5 everyday,

it's worst than or equal to a jc student . =(

NASCO got gold with honours . =)

good job my sweeties . =)

Dearest christine and jabrina,

i was so touched when i heard you guys play.

i still remembered when i just started teaching you guys,

you guys couldn't play the 666 555 66666671 part

and now you guys are like solo-ing on stage.

i watched you guys struggle with sanxian,

tried my best to help you guys till i cant do anything anymore

and at that point of time i felt so helpless cause i cant seem to help 

during the whole shi cheng i was singing along 

cause i've the notes of the song so deeply stuck in my head

thanks for letting me know that i can help. =)

To sec4, sec3 pipa girls(inclu sanxian):

All along you guys were doing well

but still when i heard you guys played, i wanted to cry too . lol

(i'm a cry baby =p)

cause i saw you guys grew up so much.

i don't think i'll ever have the chance,

the chance to watch you guys grow up anymore. =x

here are a few things i remembered so clearly,;

#1. ziying, juline and jocelyn were like triplets

#2. Jabrina complained to the seniors that people called her a bitch

when it was only the first three months of her sec 1 life . lol

(she's nice and not a bitch alright . =])

#3. elly was said to take after me alot(all the bangs and stuff) . lol

#4. christine changed to pipa cause her skin wasnt suitable for sun training

#5. Juline has a fav habit of pretending not to know me

#6. Jocelyn cuts her own hair always 

#7. ziying is like the white ghost. =p

i still remember you guys coming in not knowing pipa at all,

from learning slowly on how to tan tiao to now,

you guys improved so much.

i'll never forget the joy you guys brought to me.

time will always stop at this moment,

when everything about pipa is beautiful .=)

i love you girls,

you girls are my sweeties as long as i can remember . =)

BIG HUGGIES . =)

found some pictures from the previous syf till this syf

jiamin, moh, wenglok, shuying, yiqi

yiqi, jab, juline, jocelyn, me and ziying 

we all looked so toot .lol

moh, jab, elly 

current syf(sanxian + pipa)

it's amazing how destiny brings us together.

it's all predestined . 

four days of orientation went by very quickly 

and i'm totally worn out by it . =x

talked to ezra during regatta instead of cheering . lol

he mentioned that my blog pic looked as if i took from online 

but he's WRONG, humph

i took it on my own in macau

IT'S TAKEN BY YVONNE CHAN CHUI YING . =)

i just miss my friends so much .=x

after talking to ezra, 

i realised how much my friends have already moved on

but i'm still standing at the same place. =x

i'm so lazy to move, 

maybe lets put it this way, lack of courage? .lol

i've been addicted to the discovery channel song for a really long time .lol

it's a really cute song . =)

i'm gonna make it my phone's ringtone as i'm sick of happy tree friends . =)

for those that dont know about its existence, 

go youtube and search 'I love the world, discovery channel' . =)

bring a smile to yourself today . =)

a cute photo of jojo . =)

went to malaysia with yant and shihui today . =)
didnt get much stuff but rather fun still . =)
it's like a really rare chance to go out together these days
we were like kids going on excursion;
taken care by suting the 'form teacher'

there's orientation next tues
not something that i really look forward to
but well, it's time that i should get out of my comfort zone . =\
anyway anyone that you guys know of is in
Tp- applied food science and nutrition? =)

looking at juniors reminds me of the past
but everything about ngee ann has changed
except for some senior teachers like mr fong?
my juniors are growing up so quickly that
i dont feel like their senior anymore. =\
i still remembered how kid adorable they were

anyway i signed up for facebook recently .lol
yes, finally . lol
i signed up cause i wanna get pictures from my friends .=)
below are 3 pictures that i managed to get, lazy to post all .

what's the difference between cherish and count your blessings?
just drop a tag of what you think? . =)

haven't been blogging these days
as i'm very occupied by my course research project
thanks to dpa,
i've to attend school from 9 to 5 or even 6 everyday . =x

founder's day was a screwed up . lol
co alumni supposed to have a table of its own
but in the end it was left out for some unknown reason
then they arranged us in different tables
then the whole alumni co didnt eat . lol
so juliet and i went around spamming celeste's camera .=)

my course research project is ending in two days
and dpa is ending in 4 days?
YAY . =)
it make me feel so sick and tired about poly .=x
i just wanna make up the time that i've ignored my juniors
and cant mentor them due to dpa

went out with yanting on fri . =)
had dinner at sukudo and shopped.
anyway sukudo at raffles city basement is good,
go try it if you guys have the time . =)
it's like the jap version of marche
we bought 2 dresses each,
wanted to buy even more but we controlled ourselves.lol
cause we're going malaysia together soon! =)
to shop, shop and shop! =)

anyway i would like to thank my dear girls;
juliet, shihui, leechuang and yant
FOR THE 100 dollar zara voucher . =)
i love it, you guys totally know me from inside! .lol

below are some photos of founders day . =)


cheeros to happy people .=)



we were trying to imitate jingrui . lol

yanyi and ben-gy . =)

that's my sweet girl, juliet

okay, we have some height issues here. lol

actually there are height issues here too but both of them squat a little . =)



my sanxian girl . =)

another sanxian girl . =)
hey girls, jiayou alright, i'm proud of you guys . =)

earthworm

was trying to be young like the juniors. lol



that's minghui anyway . lol

Mr ong. =)
he's a very nice teacher.





girls. =)

both are best pals of each other .lol



thanks to lee chuang . =x

she squeezed my face against hers! .lol

Yishan . =)
she's a very sweet lady



Mdm Muneira . =)
she was so sweet that she say i can call her anytime if i've probs .=)

guo lao shi . =)

Nasco, ganbatte kudasai . =)

jojo's back from the hospital

but she hasnt been eating since sat.

she became so skinny.

she has to go back to the hospital for check up the next few days

it feels as if she's slipping away from me

i've never felt this way

ever since i walked out of slight depression two years ago

it just the sadness beyond words

i find it so difficult to focus on my project

i just feel so helpless

jojo's hospitalised 

she has been having fever since ytd

ultrasound scan shows that her gall bladder has smth in it

and her adrenal gland is bigger than normal .=(

so much suffering for a little dog like her,

it just hurts me so much

she'll be fine right? =(

when you're gone,

the pieces of my heart are missing you

i miss you

i'm totally worn out by dpa poly

who has ever thought that poly would be so tiring =\

i had three test and a presentation since i start sch 2 weeks ago

there's one more presentation this fri =x

just when i got so tired and worn out, 

i met up with wei chang after sch to get my birthday present.

upon reaching home and reading the card, i felt so much better

It's the sweeties of my secondary school friends.

A adorable turtle thing was given to me 

From Sijin, Elaine, Jonathan, Lionel Wei heng and weichang .=)

it's just this surprise you get that will make your day totally .=)

so simple yet great .=)

thanks guys, huggies .=)

anyway got to thank yiliang for that cute adorable keychain . =)

though the bear has huge dark eye circles .lol

thanks brother . =)

when life gets really tired,

its just so glad that my life is filled with sweet and beautiful people . =)

thanks for being there . =)

chuiying is a 17 year old girl now . =\

how i wish i'm always in sec four 

-sighs

school started this monday, made new friends that're nice.=)

had a test this morning,

the test is rather interesting though the subject isnt .lol

Psychology of creativity is still alright

but Japanese is killing me!

i cant understand a single shit at all . =x

when school started on mon,

i realised how much i missed nas even more

not any friends around me during lessons anymore

not even a familar voice that will keep me awake

The moment i turned 17 i cried.

i realised how much i have to grow up

well, c'est la vie

16 feb

had school till five,

met up with my girls for dinner at Manhattan

my girls were so sweet to celebrate it in advance with me 

when i thought i wont get to go out with them . lol

Thanks for coming for the dinner. =)

after dinner we hanged out at some playground

and had serious fun with the see saw . lol

stress turns young adults into kids . =)

headed home after that and was surprised by some stupid idiot. lol

a stupid idiot that made Happy Birthday with candles in my room .lol

so glad that my house didnt get burnt down .lol

17feb

totally spent my day in school . -.-

it's like lesson from 9-5 like no other day .

has lunch with zengzeng and received this beautiful daisy . =)

thanks for that bag and scarf zeng, luckily you didnt decor it .=p

received this very sweet present sent to my doorstep from 

huiling and vick, i cried a little when i saw it . =)

they've always been taking care of me like my daddy and mummy.

thanks.=) huggies .=)

i received this spastic letter sent by my huge ass wife, Alison poh. =)

which made me cry too . lol

dont be an ass and make me cry again, idiot . lol

received a bouquet of flowers from jabrina and christine yesterday . lol

i was so happy the i kept carrying and kept looking at it

not that i didnt receieve a bouquet of flowers before

but it feels so different given by the two sweet girls . =)

thanks my small melons . =)

juliet's flying! =)

thanks idiot.=)

it's very sweet of you . =)

i wont throw it away,

i give you girls my word . =)

jojo . =)

after attending the dpa briefing yesterday,

i realised i'm not ready for poly life yet .=\

and i miss nas so much . =\

I'm gonna start poly on 16 feb for elective modules

spent 2 hours composing the following poem with kengchiaw .lol

finally after many many many months of not composing?

 

Oh Romeo, so close yet three worlds apart,

how would i know if you'll come for Juliet's heart,

a confined heart to be rescued,

a confined heart for you it longed.

Dear Juliet, so close yet three worlds apart,

this love brought us misery,

misery beyond all physical torture,

when then could we together break free?

Oh Romeo, standing under the stars,

do please wait for Juliet,

she does not need your promises,

your love itself is strength for her.

Dear Juliet, trapped in the dark empty room,

i will go against everything to save you,

for saving you will be my choice,

my only choice so to be with you.

Oh Romeo,

Dear Juliet,

we shall run away from this starlit city 

towards a love unconditional and true.

my girls and i got her this surprise chalet thing

and had a pyjamas party in it =)

and i'm counting down to 17 too =(

forever sixteen please .=\

we shared a set of pyjamas .lol

she took the pants while i took the top

her face was like REDDDDDD =)

surprises succeeded .=)

beautiful night

my fever finally subsided after two days

but i'm still coughing mad

its getting a little irritating . =x

o level were out results yesterday,

relatively satisfied with my L1R5 of 12 and L1r4 of 10

but was ultimately unsatisfied with my grades

as i only had A2s and B3s.(excpt for chinese which is A1 -.- )

got extremely upset about my combined humans that usually fails got A2

while my both sciences which i usually get A turn out to be B3s.

cried a little but got over it within an hour .=)

have been spending my time going back to the shelter

and i've decided to devote my remaining time before DPA camp starts

to my darling juniors and Nasco . =)

sometimes i really wonder,

why dont i get smarter when hanging out with smart people ? lol

my 10 gfs of sec sch are smart and nice people

lester is in hwa chong jc for ip

jolyn mei is in raffles jc for ip too

and jon tan is like going jc too .lol

well the list never ends ...

WHY!!! maybe i should just drink chicken essence everyday .lol

(okay better not =p) 

spent the afternoon with the smart people playing games .=)

had a great time and it's really nice to see everyone's living well =)

jon tan, jolyn, lester . =)

spastic .lol

so quickly, a new year has arrived

2009 is already here.

new year, more happiness, more smiles . =)

come to think about it,

my blog has accompanied me throughout my secondary school days.

when i went back to read my archives,

i saw a little girl growing up unknowingly into this person typing here .lol

people always say that you'll never forget your secondary school life

and i guess its really true .=)

although the old buildings of Ngee Ann are demolished

but it'll never replace the old ones with handles covered with rust 

which my girls and i always complain about .lol

i used to dislike Ngee Ann alotalot

but now after everything, i realised how much i've to thank Ngee Ann. lol

thats the irony about humans .

i really hope that they won't demolish the cd shelter . =\

my mummy loves cooking in hk

cause she can always get live seafood easily from the markets .lol

below is a picture with live abalone and kai lan .lol

and the live abalone is just S$8 for 8 pieces 

pictures from disney .=)

lovely .=)

we went for a ride in the carousel

and we were all happy kids there. lol

then lovely and fav bimbo went for a dumbo ride

but i didnt go cause i was like afraid . =x

so pretty . =)

we took a three poloroid at Disney

but i got the worst one out of the three,

my unlucky hands .lol

christmas eve at minds cafe .=)

claire's baptisim

2009 countdown fireworks .=)

last poloroid of 2008 .=)

CHEEROS TO HAPPINESS . =)

i just got back from a stroll around my neighbourhood

the air was fresh and birds were chirping,

there werent much cars on the street,

majority of the people i met were strolling instead of usual rushing.

everything seems to be happening at such a slow place 

just like maycomb county in To kill a mockingbird

people always say return trips are never pleasant 

and i tend to agree with that

on my way back,

i saw many crows feeding on a dead rat on the road

not a pedestrian road but those that the cars drive on

they rather risk their lives and eat than search for other food

upon seeing that scene,

it made me think, "What is life?"

and i realised that i couldnt find the answer at all

maybe it's really good at times to take some time off and stroll,

it gives a person a clear mind to think

well that's all in my opinion . =)

Anyway, Merry Christmas .=)

may everyone smile spastically and share the joy. =)

i'll upload the disneyland pics taken in hk another day

take care my fellow friends reading. =)

hello . =)
i'm getting super broke!
i bought a leather bag for 50plus sing
and some jeans skirt from Tough jeans for 108 sing?
it's like much cheaper than the tough jeans in singapore . =)
and...
i fell in love with a agnes b bag which i couldn't it out of my head
i've this burberry blue label bag that i want to get too
but just that two bags can cost me my few months allowance. lol
should i buy should i buy?=)
but i still intend to change my wardrobe totally
i just don't like it when i don't have the money . lol

anyway below are some pictures i took when i was taking the tram bus
=)

HELLO . =)
i'm in hong kong now and today's weather is really hot
but tomorrow gonna be super cold =x
spent the first few days in hk with zm and family .=)
went many places and even went macau . =)
i'll just post a few of the pictures i took . =)

did quite alot of shopping and i'm going broke . =(
and i'm like gaining weight like nuts
though i didnt eat any meals but only snacks . lol
will be back soon . =)

first day . =)

in macau on monday . =)

the ruins of st. paul .=)

zm and i. spastic . lol

victoria peak on tues .=)

what a sweet little house .lol

at stanley yesterday

this post is for my hamster, emoly
emo-ly is a hamster that i adopted from jeremy a year ago
i didnt get to bring it home
cause my mummy say she dont want to cry over a pet's death anymore
as it was considered very cruel for her
i thought it was living happily under the care of my bestfriend
till just now, jeremy told me it past away three months ago
and i'm crying over it now.
i'm sorry emo-ly, i love you though you were not taken care by me

i'm flying off to hong kong at 3.45 pm .
take care people

hello . =)
its 5:31 am of 28/11/08
last night was prom,
took many pictures which some i've yet to receive
but i'll just post whatever i have . =)

it's gonna be like a whole picture post . lol
i'm going hong kong on sat . =)
like so soon . =x
time is passing so quickly .lol

realised that many things are really predestined .=)
guess i'll be composing a poem soon =)
and ezra, my poems are not emotional =)


table 2

nicolette . =)
we were taking pictures throughout the night .lol
mostly only the two of us in the pictures

juliet . =)
my spastic little gay girl



lee chuang, elaine . =)

ying qi . =)
such a pity that cong min didnt come =\

scandal . =)

sim and wong .=)

pretty zuo yi .=)

my sexy lovely . =)

my fellow hong kong-er . =)

my gay and cool sister! . =)

adorable moh .= )

jinliang .=)

adorable jessie =)

fav bimbo . =)

beloved girls . =)

lionel chin and yanting

sam . =)

J.E! where's my shopping trip . =p

Jemina and i concluded that miss zahra's students look alike . lol

fav bimbo and lovely . =)

Anton!
watch lake house okay . lol



ryan!
he's super teddy bear cute . lol

lionel, stella and sijin . =)

classy kelly . =)

yiqi . =)

hui xian . =)



peiling . =)
she's pretty .=)

on the extreme right is my CY twin =)

joel ong . =)

angeline in the middle . =)

indeed a night to remember .=)

When you look me in your eyes

and tell me that you love me 

everything's alright

when you're right here by my side

When you look me in your eyes- Jonas brothers

look at those lines, so beautifully written

i wonder when would i then be able to write such beautiful lines

anyway happy birthday to Nicolette and Yanting!

two special girls that played beautiful roles in my life 

O LEVELS ARE OVER!
oh my gosh, i don't know how to express how am i feeling now .lol
okay i feel so bimbotic.
the last paper is over and Nas becomes only a history to me
but a history that i'll not forget . =)

was listening to love in the ice by dbsk yesterday while studying
(which is the few korean songs i listen to?)
i got inspired to write a poem =)
this poem is dedicated to all people that played a part in my Nas days .=)
no matter big or small roles =)
here it goes :

Forever frozen in the ice
preserving it's love and beauty
Never will the ice melt.
Never will these memories fade away

Deep inside, I sang out loud silently
In commemoration of this sweet but bitter torture
Goodbye is a must
But never goodbye to the precious memories.

The precious memories that will always be preserved in the frozen ice.

-end-
Keng chiaw, make sure you mark your words
and put this poem into your collecting folder! . =)

below are the formal class photos of mine =)


1r5

2r5




3r6

4r6

i'm leaving Nas without regrets =)
keep in contact !
may one day, maybe 20 years later and we meet again on the streets,
we'll recognise each other=)

i hate it when everything comes crashing down at the same time.
but well thats life
and that is how we grow up.

just like my msn nick; its predestined,
everything in life is predestined.
just that as life goes on, they start to unfold one by one.
it's like no matter what you choose or do,
it'll get you somewhere somehow.

i sprained my two thumbs . -.-
can't believe that I'm that spastic . lol
and the best thing is that i still managed to write for ss today

ten papers down and left with four,
my final and only four .
it's like that single bit of link that I've with ngee ann sec would be gone too
sounds like a saddening fact out of the sudden .
its like no more playing a fool in those faded blue uniform
indeed, my thinking is once again proven; forever does not exist


credits: foto decadent

gone like the wind,
so unpredictable and unable to stay

a week of o levels has past

it's finishing even faster than i've expected 

chemistry paper 2 was good

english 1 & 2 is like an acrobat walking on a thin rope in the mid air

a maths paper 1 was good

geo paper 1 was the best .lol

emaths paper 1 today was alright

i was performing below expectation for my a maths 2 today .=\

but nevermind, it's over =)

i can feel the end of o levels when i still have 7 papers left.

took my night off and had a ladies night 

with yanting and valerie .=)

went to swim in the evening, had dinner and movie 

we watched butterfly lovers, 

its was not bad but it's the typical cliche sad martial arts movie .lol

the gaohu in the background music was good .=)

 

like what yanting said, 

i've exercised every part of my body today .lol

2 papers  - brain exercise

swimming- exercise of my four limbs

sad movie - exercise of our eys; tear glands .lol

i cant wait for 2r5 class chalet to come,

for prom to come,

for my hk trip that i would be spending with zm, yt and lc to come

i just cant wait for o levels to be over =)

well enough of day dreaming! 

gonna go back to studying tomorrow .=)

god, have you heard my prayers

pathetic 15 days to o levels,
the fact that the clock will never stop ticking disgusts me

suting told me that it'll be over in a wink of the eye
but i replied "it'll be over even before we know"
everything in secondary school seems like a dream

took a little time off from my studying.
Looked at the r5 pictures.
just by plain looking at it is enough to make me tear.
people always say "keep in contact kay!"
but how many really does that?
at this moment i don't want to know,
all i want to do is to stop the time

i can swear that i hate o levels
in the past, i've all the time to be sentimental and emotional.
but now i've to force and limit myself to a period of time
limiting the time i've for my sentimental thoughts
so that i can get back to studying as soon as possible
a friend once told me"acutally we're losing out when we relax"
it's just so against nature.
just like how men cut down trees

okay enough of being sentimental.
time to be back in the reality














somehow i miss composing poems a lot.a lot