sad once again bahx...i dunno>_<

today early in the mornin' qy msg me sayin tt she will laugh n smile with me once again...hahaz..she said tt she relieased tt it was very mean of her to treat me tt way...sort of relieved...>_<...haix...went out with mama n her fren with her tt daughter....had a temp mei mei today...then saw lester out there but he didnt recognised me even though we walked past each other...hahaz...then went to disney on ice>_<..it made me once feel small cuz the children there all small small one>_<..hahaz...the show was on the disney princesses all oso lived happily ever after...hahaz...once again can't be mine>_<....hahaz....i really wish i could forget>_<....guess i put too much feelins ler....rememberin his everything...even his habits n schedule has became my habit ler....haix...really wish tt can change tt habit...haix...:(....buaix...cya next time