not nice

last night had gastric since dinner time..when i came online at 11pm it became betta...but when i went to slp it came back....pain till got cold sweat n pain till 2 smth am then stopped....woke up late today..wake up at 9.30am when i am supposed to be at tm at 10am...late 10 mins...then was very quiet cuz my stomach went pain again n juz nice felt sad today n was listenin to music...went cyclin at east coast with lc, angeline, zy n yanting...freako la...smone one juz cant stop pickin on me today...then juz nice today not in gud mood so juz argued with her alittle..got so pissed off...today n ytd kept goin out..ouch so heart breakin man...all my money like flyin...changed a blogskin cuz i dun think the past one suited me animore..cuz i do wanna grow up...hahaz....i win le lo..have nth....kor(ahs one) says tt i cant hold on independent for long n said tt he proved me wrong...even he has no faith in me...leonard(dhs kor)was so busy entertainin his neighbour tt i sms him oso nvr cared...even gave me attitude on the phone in front of his neighbour...went to call him cuz i need to scold smone..everytime i feel sad my wilful habits will cum out...n in the end i hung up the phone before he even ended wad he was sayin..but i did say bye first...freako man....i'm lookin for the hopes n believes tt i lost earlier on...but juz cant seem to be findin them back...hope u people will like my new skin...sry tt it will be slower in loadin the links n chatbox when u first start openin my blog...hope tt everyone will cum again...cya...