well today i ponned chin calligraphy again..well now lookin back i find myself doin the wrong thing>_<..this yr i did alot of wrong things n made alot of wrong choices which i regret nw..but wad if i didnt make them?..maybe i will be regrettin tt i nvr make this choice..haiz...ok la..overslept for afternoon nap makin myself rushin thru everything..
TODay
today had hm econs..the second half of hm econs we went library to do research on the meal we r supposed to work on...but in the end i ended up readin a bk bout teen pregnancy with zuo yi...then we also anihw take the cookery bk n juz tok bad bout this..say this one so lan all tt...lol...maths lesson as as usual tt bored sia...always wanna fall asleep de lo...like se Mrs lim then auto mode SLPIN TIME!..hahaz..then for histoy smth damn pasieh happened...mdm norah was goin thru the tb la...then she asked a qus..then she said number one..then i tot she wanted me to answer so i stood up lo..btw everyone oso tot tt she wanted number who is me to answer her qus...but it ended up she sayin number one is the first point answer n reason to the qus...lame bahx...so dman paiseh lo..then she looked at me n asked..yes wad euu wan i juz replied nth...it was then i relieased tt she didnt mean index number one..then later she luffed bout it sayin wad i very braved..wah lao damn paiseh ..hahaz..
after tt went tampines mart to eat lunch with ad, kel n angel..purposely go so far eat de lo..at first wanted to be late..but later juz pon la..so after lucnh went library to do research with the same three frens who went lunch with mua...then so suay lo...we met the chin calligraphy cher there..i purposely aviod her till go library le still meet her there...heng tt she nvr see me
tml havin pipa test...after this post go practice le cuz i dun wanna kanna kick out>_<
Haix..i dunno wad i am doin lo..when he is online i like wanna sever ties with him..honestly i realli dun wan anithing to do with him cuz he is nt the person i noe le...but after he go offline i juz have a kinda wired feelin..well i dunno..my heart has been weighted down since friday without noein any reason..farnie bahx.i am very sure it is nt mood swings...i am tryin to learn nt to freakin care bout him...cuz he is a died person le..the person i noe nw is nt the one i noe le..but there is a wired feelin tt i juz cant do it..who is he to me..well me myself oso cannot answer tt qus...But I DUN like him le..i am sure bout tt...n i am nt sad over him or sm stuff...i am on my own nw..i have my frens n my dear god siblins...it is enuff for me le...m i sure?..aiya nvm la.
Go practice pipa le cya~~wish me luck for tml pipa test ohx!
