had a lag day as usual..woke up at 7 plus bathe
n went lc hse to do project
did the whole day
finishin up the project already
nono still left back content havent write
sure die le la..tml gettin back maths paper
noe i failed it le...cuz went to see cher on fri
ma will be damn disappointed..sry ma
i let my ma down..haiz..nvm..
tml gonna tell the chin cali teacher in charge
straight at the face tt i wanna quit
tell her so mani times stil dun let me quit
this time dun let..i Kill her...humph
finaly managed to rush finish all my hw except for chin readin report
which requires 350 chino words
tt could kill me...tml stil need to do pproject to finish it up..thurs
need hand in le..my hist stil havent study yet..crap shit..
ok seriously i fail in tryin to break away AGAIN
i win already lo..try so mani times already still like tt
i got nth tt i cannot get ovr with...
but i juz lead a sad life...juz dun noe wads the freakin prob
all the luv fault?..changed my life into sadness in the beginin of the yr
make me so used to sadness nw no luv oso so sad
crap shit
juz tryin my very best to study n yet whenever i study till hell
nth cums out right...which is so tooty?
felt like eatin the whole tub of dreyers mint choco chip ice cream
but FATTENNIN..nt gud so nvr lo
whenever i nt happy i eat alot..maybe should try back fruit
like wad i did last yr..still rmb i almost fail one eng test
n i ate one whole watermelon on my own..scoopin it with a spoon al the way
i wanna go slp le..tt's when i have no feelin
which is gud
-it is nt easy to survive bt i will try
try n try
stil no use?..dun try already lo
