hmm it is like one in the mornin le...i stil cant slpcuz my sister forced me to finish up the oranges which make me feel so sick nw
sure slp durin lit class tml de lo...i'm gonan pon chin calligraphy
n i told ma bout it le...i used the excuse tt i wanna study for tues hmt test.
ytd went to twelve girls band concert n wore a long skrirt tt i wun normally wear
ok la..sort of shocked tt i realli wore it out cuz it is too girl for me..
i prefer phunky type ..tt's me in the pic
i cant slp..i feel so sick...torture~~....ahaz
all people usin tag board frm tag board.com one blog will lag cuz got prob with the board
no one is online nw...sittin in the empty livin rm with jie next to me doin her revision for tml
see her so stressed i also very stressed...
tues hmt test le sure fail lo..will be takin back maths paper on algebra tml
cher say got ten people fail!...ok i am honestly gonna be one of them
i will join in the 'gang'..i'm nt gonna survive...
no matter in frens of my sch or studies...even my sucky ass hole life
so wad i am in the more famous grp of girls in class?
all attention goes to a certain person..wadevr i tok wil be senseless n useless
but wadever she toks is the best although we might me tokin the same thing
always say dun leave me out in front of me but ended up leavin me out always
i've tried to change my everything to a sweet kind even my blog song to Luv juz is
but i juz cant be tt sweet cuz i juz cant escape out of my sucky ass hole life
i cant catch up with pipa no matter hw long i prac for it
no matter hw hard i try to tell myself dun think tt my frens r leavin me out
but the fact is they r...they dun think before they speak
dun they noe tt it is words tt hurt?...so wad i am in the gang
so wad they treat me as one of them..but i juz cant find myself a space
wad kind of sucky ass hole life i am livin?..i tried to be sweet?
changin myself to be a happi person thru tt way?..I WAS DAMN BLOODY WRONG
I tot tt if i came nas it might be different frm goin to ahs n temasak all these schs
BUT IT TURNED OUT THE SAME...nw i ended up with a senior hu i dun see everyday
n a girl in my class to spare me time to tok...
i noe everyone is very busy ..hw would they have time for me such a small fry?
but nt juz even one min?..i juz wanna speak my mind out..tt's all!
people cumin all along with their probs to me
expectin me to solve for them when i hav my own
i noe i am nt clvr...pretty..tall..slim or wad...i cannot score the best
so wad spendin time every sat night tokin to a person till past midnight?
all he give is juz u should hav juz cum my sch
WAD CRAP...WHy nt i juz tok to myself the whole day will do
N pls i am juz a gud buddy to u ...i dun hav to do so mani things over wad a buddy do
make sure u draw the boarder line properly before u cum tok buddy with me
so wad i shouldnt choose nas..if i chose ur sch i guess i will be even more pissed off
u dun hav to say tt u afraid to tok bout our past cuz scared i will sad
let me tell u i wun be so sily to be sad already cuz i dun wanan add burden
I'm gonna suffer...gonna suffer...i juz need to pay for wad i hav done
the choice tt i put nas...when wil juz this unhappy sucky ass hole life end?
i juz settled down n got out of the bloody sad life cuz of luv nt long ago
n here cums all along with frens...prob may juz nvr end...
-I heard that you were talking shit And you didn't think that I would hear it
--e past is all the past..theres no need for me to sad bout..n i wun too
