woke up at 7.30am
juz to get to JURONG there
cuz of my mother
she sent me to her fren hse
cuz she say i at hm wun study while she goes to work
reached there by 8 plus
saw my long long nvr see de real childhood fren
cuz my ma knew tt fren of hers since my jie is pri sch
n tt fren is juz one yr older than me
so almost counted same age
sspent one hour playin xbox with him n his sis
then the three of us did our hw together
had tt childhood feelin again
his sis is 8 this yr
cuz when his sister is nt born
we almost did everything together
everything went like tt..till p3 he moved to jurong
then we went playin xbox AGAIN at 12 plus
but this time diff
first time play king of fighters
second time play HALO 2
then later went to hav soeul garden at ngee ann city
on the way to ngee ann city in the mrt with
my ma's fren n her family,
saw this fat baby
for godness sake
nvm..
tokin bad bout people is nt gud
especially when tt baby is onli like 2 or 3 yrs old
maybe he is juz pretty innocent
i juz kan ta bu shuang
ate till 5 plus
walked around wistma all tt
till 6 plus
finally bid bye cuz jie wanna cum back n study for her examx
went to kbox with ma aft we reached tampines
n biddin bye to the poor jie tt has to go hm n study
sang alot durin kbox cuz onli my ma n i
went hm on our own account at bout 10.30pm
cuz tml havin da zu then ma hav to work
i tried callin upp n went everywhere shoutin out for my fren,yccy
she still ignored me
she is still angry with me
she dun wanna fren me anymore
muz be i too bad lee
tt's why she doesnt like me
she feels tt i'm irritatin
cuz i keep wantin to find her back
she's advoidin me on purpose
yccy will nt be busy de
she is always tt firm n steady
even when heaven falls she juz take it as a blanket
she handles everything well
she wun be nt happy over nth
she is a real strong person
so she is nvr busy
it muz be like tt
she feels tt i am a burden
she didnt bring me along when she left
i uesed to see her in my mirror
nw all i see is a stranger in there
maybe it is a good choice to leave
as she hav already said
she's hurt
nth amends the pain n she wanted to go
at least when she leaves she wun feel the pain anymore
maybe i should juz stop holdin her back
n let her go
but if i dun stop her
who will it be in the mirror when i look into it nxt time?
once again..
she's gone forever
nth changes the fact
it muz be smth tt i hav done
to chase my this fren away
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