cut my hair today
went hm n study abit
but didnt managed to study much
juz cant study
today is zong qiu jie
heard lots of laughter frm the void deck
didnt like it
cant they luff softer?
luff till seven storey oso can hear
if they cant share their happiness with me
then dun tempt me
lighted up candles in my room alone
lookin at the candles reminded me of last yr
while evrything was still so happy
although it is near to psle
why?cuz i was at tuition everyday
my frens were there
nw everyone of them r so busy
i still rmbed when i am small i wld carry the lantern
carry it whereever i wan n dad will carry me on his shoulders
nw dad old le..i fat le
cannot sit anymore le
jie would play the candles with me
ma will be there to wipe my sweat
then i will look at the candles tellin my ma how nice isit
my jie will be puttin her finger at the top of the flame
and darin me to do tt
nw i do tt whenever i see candles
nw jie wun dare me to do tt
ma wun wipe my sweat
we didnt even eat moonake together
didnt even play candles together
they dun even hav the time for me to be wilful
at most is we eat n watch tv together
dad used to be back at this festival
nw he is still in hk
am i realy no longer the little wilful princess tt i used to be?
i really dunno where the days of my family all together went
i took everything for granted at first
but finally i know now
blissful is not a must
so wad they get those once i open my mouth ?
but those are not really wad i wan
i juz wan to have four people lazin on the same bed
in the mornin aft juz wakin up
every night i used to ask ma to tell me stories to slp
ma will always say..once upon a time there is a wilful
princess called cy..she always ask her ma....
tt time i tot it was like damn lame
but if u giv me the chance nw
i am willing to hear this story a hundred times
jie will hug me to sleep last time
nw ?smtimes i dun even see her for two continous
days
If i had the chance
I will cherish every single moment
