Spastic woman

laugh people, laugh all you can

i'm giving you a chance to laugh at me

people who dont like me can finally rejoyce .

congrats .

i'm left with $0 for the remaining ten days of july

my bad hairstyle is driving me crazy

cause i just cant stop having bad hair days

i'm growing fatter day by day

and i'm serious about this .

i cant wear or buy clothes i like now

cause i'm fat .
i look totally hideous now .

i'm totally disfigured .
fat arms, thick waist, fat thighs,chubby and ugly face

i'm having them all .

oh great, i've finally got so many "qualities" at the same time

seriously, i found out that my face is hideous

you people must be thinking "wah lao now then you know"

ya, i know i'm slow

but i at least managed to realise it now

thanks to those who make me realised

i'm so at the bottom

there's nothing i can do about it

i've to accept that i'm fat and ugly .

stop lying to me

don't think that you're a great job

or you're very noble by lying to me

all i need is the truth, truth

and the lies truth

i'm not a detective you know

you cant expect me to put

all those broken scenes and link it together
it's either you tell me everything or you just shut up

saw chunlian, a graudated pipa senior of mine

who only talked to me once when i was sec 1

she didnt recognise me .

she's so pretty . as usual

this world doesnt have any place to fit in people like me

i've tried to trust and be confident in myself

but it's proven that i can never do that

since i cant defeat my fate, then i'll let it tak control over me