guess everyone must be complaining that they cant sign into msn now .
actually neither can i .
school was fine today .
intended to have breakfast with elaine but couldnt wake up . =x
so i just woke up to sms her to tell her that breakfast is cancelled .
sorry elaine . =x .
everyone is studying hard . uhhuh .
but i'm not . =]
i have yet to study for life science test on thurs
i have yet to do my history notes when people are already finishing. =x
i shall not say that i will or should buck up
cause i have my own style of studying . =]
which is last minute studying . Lol .
okay, this is very lame .
oral was fine today . mdm hidaya was nice .
i had my oral in a more relax mood compared to last year
although i like mr hardi more .Lol
the conversation had 6 questions .
i was like what the hell when hidaya continued asking two more question after the fourth one.
i only expected like four questions?
anyway at least i know i will not fail it .=]
there's pipa tomorrow . =[
and i so do not like this .
it's like the teacher will go " ni men pipa zhe me ban"
it's like every lesson she's asking us that
and she just cant stop repeating herself .
she's like always picking on me ?
maybe i'm just plain lousy .
they should like stop cca practises already.
cause it's exam time . =]
suddenly i'm afraid of everything .
my life, my daily activities, just everything that is associated to me.
dunno why, these few days i just got this feelin i'm dying soon.
sounds lame but i've really got this weird feeling.
i'm not afraid of death
but i'm just feeling sad that i've alot of things that i didnt do before
how could i just die like that?
well maybe my sixth sense is just playing a prank on me.
but it's something very common that
someone just get killed on the road unexpectedly.=x
it really hurts you know .
it really hurts when you know that u're loved
yet you cant feel the love.
but at the same time you actually wanna be loved.
life is always full of contradictions .
it's like watching a drama series .
dramatic things do happen .
it's real saddening when people think that she is the noble one .
while i'm the one who is overracting to the issue and the baddie .
it's really meaningless to hide feelings .
when it hurts so much till there isnt anymore to hide
and when everything is always screwed up .
what's the use of hiding this and that?
when in the end, people will not appraciate what you meant?
you have the stress
i have the stress
everyone has stress
so please do not vent your anger or stress on me
it doesnt feel nice when i get no replies .
bye
actually neither can i .
school was fine today .
intended to have breakfast with elaine but couldnt wake up . =x
so i just woke up to sms her to tell her that breakfast is cancelled .
sorry elaine . =x .
everyone is studying hard . uhhuh .
but i'm not . =]
i have yet to study for life science test on thurs
i have yet to do my history notes when people are already finishing. =x
i shall not say that i will or should buck up
cause i have my own style of studying . =]
which is last minute studying . Lol .
okay, this is very lame .
oral was fine today . mdm hidaya was nice .
i had my oral in a more relax mood compared to last year
although i like mr hardi more .Lol
the conversation had 6 questions .
i was like what the hell when hidaya continued asking two more question after the fourth one.
i only expected like four questions?
anyway at least i know i will not fail it .=]
there's pipa tomorrow . =[
and i so do not like this .
it's like the teacher will go " ni men pipa zhe me ban"
it's like every lesson she's asking us that
and she just cant stop repeating herself .
she's like always picking on me ?
maybe i'm just plain lousy .
they should like stop cca practises already.
cause it's exam time . =]
suddenly i'm afraid of everything .
my life, my daily activities, just everything that is associated to me.
dunno why, these few days i just got this feelin i'm dying soon.
sounds lame but i've really got this weird feeling.
i'm not afraid of death
but i'm just feeling sad that i've alot of things that i didnt do before
how could i just die like that?
well maybe my sixth sense is just playing a prank on me.
but it's something very common that
someone just get killed on the road unexpectedly.=x
it really hurts you know .
it really hurts when you know that u're loved
yet you cant feel the love.
but at the same time you actually wanna be loved.
life is always full of contradictions .
it's like watching a drama series .
dramatic things do happen .
it's real saddening when people think that she is the noble one .
while i'm the one who is overracting to the issue and the baddie .
it's really meaningless to hide feelings .
when it hurts so much till there isnt anymore to hide
and when everything is always screwed up .
what's the use of hiding this and that?
when in the end, people will not appraciate what you meant?
you have the stress
i have the stress
everyone has stress
so please do not vent your anger or stress on me
it doesnt feel nice when i get no replies .
bye
