i failed my second amaths test ; 11/25 . =x
i missed the passing mark . =(
and i've to sit for the retest .
i wonder what horrible screamings i would get from my sis.
although no one told me i'm the worst girl but i know i am.
i'm
trying to understand why things are going this way,
trying to find out why am i always making people upset,
trying to find why people face turn black when i talk to them.
knowing somethings need not be told by others and i know it's me
learn how to scram aside and be invisible
i'm sorry and i know how bad am i.
from now on i shall learn to be quiet .
i dont know what to do.
it's as if i've lost myself to the world
everyday i try to live according to other's wishes
i live according to their reactions to my words and actions.
please stop screaming at me before i break down .
this seems more than i could ever take.
and i'm afraid .
