HEllO.
i'm a girl living in the universe
although i take up space like all other matters,
i dont feel my pressence
it kills when you feel it at home
but when you're out there,
you feel as if you're nothing.
Yes, i've to admit i'm fucking pissed off.
i dont need you guys to tell me that i dont exist
because your actions already told me that i dont exist
your words hurts me deep inside .
there's no need to hint me on purpose that i dont exist
and i'm invisible .
do you know how much it hurts when i'm there
but totally forgotten by others.
and only noticed when no one is left except me
the chinese saying of no matter where,
in this earth, you will find a spot to fit youself in.
It's proven to be fake by me .
if i'm not impt to you please ignore my presence totally
and dont even remember me when no one is there
i'm not a life vest .
i wont slit my wrist anymore
cause i know even till the day i slit my wrist till i die,
no one would ever care except my family members.
why would i wanna hurt them, making them cry.
i'm always standing at the same place
waiting for you guys to find me
but why cant you guys notice my presence?
i'm not trying to say you guys must think of me everyday.
but have you guys thought of me at least once everyday?
when i'm thinking of you guys everyday,
hoping that i would be found .
dont ask me if i'm okay
cause i'm not okay .
bye.
