Monday, June 04, 2007

when i was looking through my music files a week ago,
i found this song, Beautiful by christina aguilera
played it and i found that the lyrics don't apply to me.lol
words do bring me down

humans are always like that,
they always feel that the world is against them.
everyone is saying mean things to them
but at the same time they're saying words that hurt.
such a hurting world.
it's like hurting here and hurting there . Lol

no one has ever not said something hurtful to someone.
it may seem okay to you but may not be for others .

after listening to the song,
i took a few days to do some self reflection
i've a confession to make.
i admit i've said things that mean nothing to me
but may mean alot to others.
i'm sorry.
someone always tells me that sorry has no help/use.
but i'm really sincere to bring my apologies
to those whom i've said hurtful words

recently, i've been reading this book.
The borders of truth.
whats the truth and whats a lie?
it will be the truth if you feel that it's a truth
it will be a lie if you insist so .

anyway i've decided to cut Short hair
it looks more ME . lol

there's pipa tommorrow.
it's the teaching of the solo song again .=]
i've decided to practise hard for it
i found that i love pipa more than i ever thought.


here's the lyrics of the song

Don't look at me Every day is so wonderful
And suddenly, it's hard to breathe
Now and then, I get insecure
From all the fame, I'm so ashamed

I am beautiful no matter what they say
Words can't bring me down
I am beautiful in every single way
Yes, words can't bring me down
So don't you bring me down today

To all your friends, you're delirious
So consumed in all your doom
Trying hard to fill the emptiness
The piece is gone and the puzzle undone
That's the way it is

You are beautiful no matter what they say
Words won't bring you down
You are beautiful in every single way
Yes, words won't bring you down
Don't you bring me down today...

No matter what we do
(no matter what we do)
No matter what they say
(no matter what they say)
When the sun is shining through
Then the clouds won't stay
And everywhere we go
(everywhere we go)
The sun won't always shine
(sun won't always shine)
But tomorrow will find a way
All the other times

We are beautiful no matter what they say
Yes, words won't bring us down
We are beautiful no matter what they say
Yes, words can't bring us down
Don't you bring me down today

Don't you bring me down today
Don't you bring me down today