Spastic woman

Happy national day to Singapore
and nevertheless, HAPPY BIRTHDAY SIM SHI HUI. =)

the girls took some time off from studying
to celebrate shihui's birthday yesterday .=)
had lots of crazy and spastic fun that i didnt had for a long time

woke up a little early today.
took some time to sit in my couch in my room with my coffee
when i looked out of the window i thought,
"What a beautiful sky"
it was such a pity that i've been afraid to look up to the skies these days
the pressure is taking away my breath that
i'm afraid whenever i look into the skies, it might rain anytime
weird and silly but true . lol

Just when my eyes focused back on the wind chime by my window
i felt as if i've been letting someone down.
the person who gave me the wind chime; kylie seah
it was given by kylie as my birthday present this year
and the purpose of it is
"the sound of this wind chime shall be my nagging for you to be happy"

It's not as if i'm not happy or i'm very emotional these days
but i guess everyone is feeling the tension and pressure for o's like me
The happy that we get is not that "happy" we used to get in the past
when we don't have to say bye to our classmates soon
when we don't have to worry 24/7 if we're on track for revision
it's as if the "happy" i knew is lost
maybe it will find its way back after o levels .

the clock will never stop ticking.
12 days to prelims & 72 days to o level