Monday, June 08, 2009

my sister is finally coming back tonight,
on a 8pm flight here to singapore
and mummy will be back on the 12th
=)
meanwhile i'm gonna catch up with my girls tonight . =)

like what wei chang says,
I've graduated from "chuiying's two weeks independence course"
=)
one thousand three or five hundred square meters do kill =x
in addition, i was like a maid to my dog; jojo and my terrapin; chubby
i had to buy my own meals, wake myself up, the list goes on
and the house was super quiet
(okay maybe its my mum, sis and i are talkative women =x)
i miss my Honda jazz absolutely cause no one knows how to drive it
which means no easy shortcut for transportation
but oh well,
IT ALL GONNA BE OVER SOON . =)

anyway didn't had the time to talk about my grandpa's funeral
so shall talk a little of it now.

since young i had not much chance to talk to him
especially when i'm old enough to remember anything,
he became senile, all i remember was just talking to him
without getting any replies.
i felt that it was a pity that grandpa had so many descendants
but the only time that all gathered to see him is during his funeral

during the funeral speech, i cried so badly
the picture of him and i taken in Singapore when i was a few years old
kept appearing in my head
for that moment i asked myself "why didn't i visit him more"

that night's dinner was the first time i see daddy as a boy, not a man
he was so happily talking about his childhood incidents in front of grandma
he said many things but this one made me think;
" your grandpa used to wake up at 3am
to walk from dist of tamp to tenah merah, just to save money"
and then he continued
"he rather not buy furniture or eat lesser but will send his children to overseas"

this made me think;
we always ask people "what can you do for me"
but we've never or seldom ask" what can i do for the person"

i seriously don't know how my grandpa was
but still i've to thank him,
without him, there wont be me.
i love you grandpa, rest in peace .

taken when i was sec two