take me to ur heart...

yoyo..let me see...today thurs le...hw fast a week past..hahaz...erm well today had a very tirin day...durin geo lesson today we went to the IT lab to do geo research for the assignment...well wanted to do my blog there de but there is a huge mirror at the back of the class which allows ms tan to see clearly which webbie we are at..so nt worth takin the riskx...hahaz...then durin maths lesson,got mathss test..this one oso can fail lahs...NEXT...erm then wasted the whole eng period cuz mr hardi got disciplinary case n hee was busy returnin the informal letter writins to us...then came chin calli...tt one like so irritatin loh...then smth happened..i found out tt i really can be fired as a class cousellor cuz i really cannot control the class when fights happen...i am so useless>_<....then after tt went to do extra d&t practical..went down to have pipa till 5 smth bahx?...actually3 smth can ler but i stayed back on my own to practise smmore..too bad uz i tupid mahx people learn one time i learn twice...went to watch my class soccer match!!...hahaz..we won...then reached hm at 7.30?..dinner at 8.30 bahx witin tt period of time i was like slackenin all along..9.30 then start work..nw finished wk le...haix. so tired..today elaine told me no one cares about me cuz ad..angel...kely n zy they all were nt listenin to me tt time...then when i tell this to jeremy he says tt yar obviously no one cares bout wad u am talkin bout or even me...haiz my heart so messed up...frens..study..cca...my decisions i made for him..haix i dun like my life...well today's post title dun really suit my post cuz it juz dun tally ..juz put this title cuz it is my song name..hahaz...life is so tirin...well but i wouldnt wanna end it cuz i am still keepin my promise to grow old with a decision...hahaz...i wanna study study n study n be a successful career woman!...i realli wwan to>_<..hahaz..i still rmb tt melf kor kor once said..u lik e tt hor very easy old one..reason is cuz i meet this guy stead then break then i pin over him...if every guy i also like tt i realli very fast old de...nw i llok so haggard nowadays..went fatter too>_<...die..do exercise!!..i will de...btw i guess i should count my blessin bahx...even my life is in a mess,at least i do not have to lead a poor life....gtg le...if nt tml panda pnda go sch..erm can be panda advertisor le...hahaz..lame lame i noe tt...buaiz