wads wrong with me?

there is a very big freakin prob with me loh...durin the readin periodi was like starin at the newspaper blankly the song wo ye hen xiang ta kept recallin in my head...i feel so sick..tired..uselss...i hate the way i am actin nw...i hate it when leo(kor) syas tt i like jeremy when he is very clearly who i like....i hate the way tt he reacts when my kor says tt i like jeremy...oh ok?..this reaction very nice isit??....after tt still join in to say me...i rather u dun talk to me..dun care bout me...dun bother...let me rot...rot till my heart go so plain till no feelin...why muz u treat me like tt?....u noe i stil like u n u are pretendin tt u dun noe anything?..i rather u dun even hav a clue ...:'(....ytd watched xiang zuo zou xiang you zou....i rather i am like tt girl in the movie...if at the first place i walk right u walk left we will never meet or even noe each other...i hate this...i guuess it is all my fault i brought myself into this:(...haix...bb...so sick of life