kia disease

well recently started to learn hokkien n ended up havin the kia disease...which made angeline so scared of me..kia the second sound=walk in hokkien but i juz cant seem to get the correct pronoucation...which made angeline so pissed off as i always say kia in front of her...hahaz...well exams are over n results are out...but dun seem to do anything bout it...nt really satisfied with my results as realli didnt do well...two c5 within seven subs i took...wish jie was here with me...had a really great day...but sort of pissed off by the 1008 pieces of puzzle i am workin on recently....but goin to finish le...which is smth very relivin for me..gettin a 300 pieces of puzzle later on...sian..sianded n sianin...my msn n yahho messenger cannot log in..dunno isit too long never touch it le...tt's why cannot log in..why like tt de...sian...am i destined to stuck at the puzzle n nt goin online animore?...life has nt been gettin betta....recently always get natural down...meanin?...it means dunno ani reason then juz sit there lo>_<..juz dun feel too gud lahx..on thurs i actually didnt have the mood to even play the post exam activities in sch...normally is at sch nth de, at hm then got down but nw in sch oso like tt....juz dunno wads goin so wrong bout me...i am sure i really forget him le..but juz when i think of smths i tend to juz abit sad..disappointed rather...does tis really mean i have nt get over him?..i guess nt bahx..well i dun even bother to think bout this qus cuz i dun wanna make unessccesary qus for meself to think or even ans...ya...