sec entry of e day-everything is nt goin right again

i got mistrusted for the person i lov the most-my mom...u people should noe i hate people to mistrust me ....this time my mom is mistrustin me...she feels tt i have a bf n i went out today with tt so ccalled imaginary bf....wad crap shit is this....i tt time already promised her tt i will tell her i have one if i really have...but she actually tot i got a bf...why like tt?...i wun get a bf i really>_<...why juz cant she believe tt i dun have one..i still tot everything is ok....but she came into me rm juz nw n tok to me bout this....she still insist tt i went out with my bf today...i really dun hav one..then when i reminded her the promise i made towards her she stil say lets hope so...means she still dun turst me:'(...it is like so unfair..i never doubt anithing before...so mani yrs le...papa always nt in singapore then have i ever doubt tt she has another guy outside..NO!..i never doubt her..i trust her in everything...but why she dun trust me.....i will never get a bf again..i relli swear..i really dun have ani more courage to accept animore of thses kinda of lov stuff le....Maybe gettin too hurt at once makes a pobia against smth...everything is once again nt right...i wan my jie....she is the onli one hu understands me..but why is she in thailand nw....i am heart broken by my mother.....the person i trust most doesnt trust me...:'(...i hate bein accussed..reaali