dun wish to tok bout it
had history lesson..mdm nora spent like half the period
to tok bout the process of removin the layer of skin
frm the muslim boys penis...
then was lik luffin like crazy?
guess hisyam(only malay guy in my class) muz be damn embarrased
cuz mdm nora even went to ask him pain anot..
lit was as sick as usual
assembly was on internet..was like so sick
went lunch...then went chin calli
the teaher in charge was bias against me
i bought every single of my thing
i juz sat there aft layin out the things cuz she ask us to wait
then she look at me n ask ni you mei you dai she me le?
i everytime oso got bring stuff de but onli nvr go few times
then when drawin bamboo..she kept pickin on mine
tt time got hist test i went to tell her for god's sake
n she scolded me..today she gave me attitude
i was so angry tt aft washin the brush i juz say bye to her in a polite manner
n stormed lightly out of the class..felt like so angry n cryin
no one has been so unfair to me be4.
i was polite to her all tt..why muz she pick n always be unfair to me
other people oso nvr bring anything but i brought everything
she nvr scold them...scold me
met ky jie coincidently once i walked out of the classrm
went hm wif her..my feelins was temporaily supressed
by jie cuz we joked which makes me feel betta
when i reach hm..i immediately took out my pipa
n played nan er dang zhi qiang...
aft playin the first line, ma came out
askin tt why her darlin girl so nt happy cuz she felt anger in the song i played
then i played all the pipa songs n organ too
to vent my anger
i really dun understand
sec life was expected to be betta
but...i guess it became even worse
i wan back my sac frens..real
i did nth wrong why muz u people do this to me
i juz wanna live..
Thx for being there jie..dun worry u will survive
rmb to pull me along oso..if u r able too
-I realy dun understand..i did nth wrong
