woke up at one plus two
then on the tv tot can watch the recast of superstar
then found out it has pass-.-
then watch tv till ten
nw watchin nu ren wo jui da
had a bad day
spent the whole day saddin
watch tv without any meaning
but luckily is all i wanna watch one
so ok lo
my heart juz weighs down for nth
juz cant find the meanin out of it
wad is my life for?
am i here to satisfy myself?
i juz dunno
al i can do is count a day when i pass one day
All i noe is i juz need to study hard.
pay back wad i owe my parents
they worked hard to provie me everything
yet i cant get any meanin out of it
but i understand hw they dote me
no matter hw hopeless i feel tt life is
i will hold on although i really feel sick of life
juz realli feel low
no reason why
if i ever can where out why...
